finally felt the strain in the temple of God.
really tired. has been a few days keep 1 am then sleep till 6 am.
but luckily still got the strength to finish my attachment smoothly. but it's kinda sad that i am going to miss leaders' meeting cos my attachment time for tomoro is from 12pm to 9pm. haiz. sianz.

oh ya, for those who knew big shawn, just wanna tell you guys that he is holding a chalet at pasir ris. hope is the one i am hoping for, hees.

favouritism, man are closer and all traditional thinkings, does it really matter? i dunno. certainly, it does matter to me, and of course recently i talked to Gabriel about that. apparently, this kind of thing, what, when and how our elders or parents show it to their favourite child will have a certain type of behaviour to reply to that favouritism.

promises. something that we hope that someone will do it, since hthat person has promised.
attention. i realised that all i need is God's attention. i know everyone will have to try the best to get everyone's attention. yet i realised that i dun live for them, but for God. yet at the same time i also am living for them because they are God's people,
and remember what Jesus told Peter, "if you love me, feed my sheep."
of course i also dun wish to be like Joseph's brothers.

To love Him,
it's to love His people.
not only caring is included, and yup, there are more factors.
life is not just simple living,
it's more about building others' characters, purify this world.

there's something i have always worried, Death.
but guess what i heard from our pastor?
unless i have already graduated from this world, i will not die that early. that provides if i take good care of temple of God la. lol. amazing, but of course if He wants to take my life away anytime, i will say no, and stay until that most of the people are being saved. =)

what will come to me? i dunno.
i only know that poor pair of eyes have been to pushed to the maximum le.
my eyes conditions are,
dry.
shivering.
cant even see well.

must sleep early wor. but luckily dun have gf to nag at me, but got Chris lol. i must go and "poi-poi" lo before "orh-orh" lol.
i also must pray hard that tomoro leaders' meeting will be held at NUS! haha!

inspire Lord,
whatever i become.
i may lead a simple life,
yet this simple life is not gonna be simpler than living in Your Presence. =)

Remember to give thanks in all circumstances!

~Leaders are people who do things that people can never understand.
Because Leaders are God's people, totally non-logical in all means.~