It's been a great discovery day, just even I have just passed the mid of the day. =)
While was the way to school, taking bus 961, saw someone took out a book, that is. "the stones cry out!"
So, I was looking and saw this chapter, reminding me of what Jackie Pullinger has said, "Remember the poor".

Has we lost what she has told us?
I was reflecting upon it today. Lots of words come to me.
What have I done to serve the poor, like what the book has said?
Have I does like the same like.. Paul? =) And the Koreans has actually seen it rather as a burden, a common joy because it'd indeed a joy to serve the Lord. Others may not see it, but I believe there's are a lot within the story.
Small scale only focus onto Koreans, but look at it at God's view, which is looking it as a whole world and the whole nation.

Galatian 2: 9-10
James, Peter and John, those reputed to be pillars, gave me and Barnabas the right hand of fellowship when they recogniszed the grace given to me. They agreed that we should go to the Gentiles, ad they to the jews. All that they asked was that we should continue to remember the poor, the very thing I was eager to do.

I believe all of us, as a Christians have a common burden, like Paul and Barnabas and all the forefathers, that is "Remember the Poor". Thanks be to God who has always given us grace, allows and give us time to allow us to say "no" to His work, and we are often given choice to choose.

I was talking to Juliee's 12( one of the most ra-ra gals) about Koreans who went abroad to spead the world. Thank God for them, because they has actually chose to be the connectors of the people who are there. The pastor was killed. Yes, but with each death, something that does means a lot for us, has actually stirred the hearts of the kidnappers and the people in the country. Unknowingly, he has actually planted a seed into their hearts. people has been looking, it will not be the international group saving them, but the people of their very own country. God has actually opened the eyes of the people, because I only speak of one thing about the kidnappers but people around (like people in Crush, who is more mature than me, haha.. =) said it has actually stirred the hearts of the poor. It's so true.

Another thing is, we are all worried for them, afraid that they will be killed, anytime. True, but what can we do? we can only pray and believe.
Words and words are against the group of Koreans to go to the dangerous country, yet, they still went with great faith, knowing God will protect them. With such huge faith, they can actually "graduated" from Earth le. But God wanted to use them to prove the world something else. God will use them like Moses, of course instead of splitting the sea, while on the same time, knowing that God can do things in split seconds, God will turn bad situation into miracles, testimonies to the world. I really admired their attitudes, it's like, if they die, they die.

“You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.”- Matthew 5:14,16

Attracting all the cities to see Him, telling the people in the world, and soon there will be revival and it's very near wor! =) Like Hosanna was sang to be. =) The Light is shining, none can hide its light from shinning through all darkness. Certainly it speaks of the very present situation the Koreans are in.
God uses people greatly, as long as people believe in Him. =)

Everything within the country is weak, but the Spirit is burning within the hearts of people, within the nation and the world. =)
Praise God. =)

To the world and to others, I may appear to most of them who doesnt really sees a lot of things. I do admit I dunno a lot of things, that's why I am learning.

I dislike people to step onto my tail ( that is, "aiya you dunno anything")
But I will still thank God, as much as I will be fed up.
I will be tempted easily if I look on things I should not look. Yeah.
And I am tempted today to look at stuffs I should not look again.

Interestingly, I also like to do one thing, and God has put a word into my mind so strong.
It's from one person under Pastor AO's 12.
Do not led your brothers to temptations but set them free from it.
Leading my brothers to temptation, I guess I have been doing that ba. =)
It doesnt feel good to be into temptations. Especially when you know bring your brothers brought you down, to there.

I am repentance of that.

Everyone ask me, how comes I love my families so much. What can you do, when you know that your spiritual family will be with you forever? =)

One of my sisters is shocked. =)

Yes, no escape. The fact that is, when we accepted Christ, we are one big family, we cant run from the fact we are a super big family. =)

God has actually put a picture in mind, like what SP has said. Tidying up the house.

After a great fight, we will be putting all these salvation into containers and to sort out, ministry and ministering, consolidation, and lots. Just imagining lots of people going for encounter camp, it's soooo cool! =)

Consolidation by Consolidation, will be busy like nobodies' business, but I love it, hees! =)

I was on my thoughts today, that I wanted to go into relationship that when I go into relationship, I wont tell Dad, and it will be just a few months, which may seems to be pointless, but I believed I will be treasuring it lots. =)
And I woke up, started to read my bible, something i should do when I am fasting. =)

First I flipped to the chapter about Samuel anoints David, slightly read through.
Found out that God uses oil to anoint people, and He will choose the weakest among all.
Then I flipped to Romans 13: 1 to 7.

It speaks what I need as an answer.

Submissions to the Authorities, which I kinda like and dislike it.
Dislike it because there's restrictions and limitations, kinda stopped people from giving their best.
Like it because it protects us from lots of harm.

I looked onto the verses and I realised, I must listen to Dad's words, which is always and constantly ringing inside my brain(finding someone in the same church! =.=lll).
I sighed, and I repent.
Because I realised there is a lot of protection when I am doing under authorities, and whatever authorities has done wrong, they will something like Yuan Shi Kai, overthrown by people. Of course, God's word cannot be overthrown otherwise, we are soon to face His Wrath. =.=

Die die must guard my heart, haiz. =/
Hope my heart will not be hardened, because the percentage of not thinking that person is to let heck care, and will harden the heart, is very high. =/

Another thing caught my eyes was actually the conversation @ 8pm, where they had a debate about single parent brought up children. People nowadays have a choice to choose to have a child then be a single parent. People is going to be too independent ba, social factors do contribute, but we have gave ourselves too much choices. How does it affect the future generation? I cant imagine. =/

Humans is challenging the mess in our lives, which is always too big for us to handle.

My brother told me something today. I was like, I dunno how to answered because to a certain extent, what he said is quite true, and I dunno how to choose.
He said if he has a gun, and there's a terrorist in front of him, even though he dunno how to use the gun, he will still shoot that guy, because that guy, if he dun kill, he will harm more people. So ya, kill him save many people.
I was unable to reply him. but if I am really in that situation, I will also kill the terrorists.

Oh ya, I believed that the Korean Pastor who died today, has won a victory in their lives. Certainly some will be touched, People think he is brave. However, if there another misson, I think we should plan well before going. The Korean Pastor has kept his faith to death well. =)

After all, still thank God for today, and tomorrow, and my health!
Yeah! =)

Praise God! =)

Today, was a great day, even though I didnt sleep well, my body is still blessed by God.
Especially, where my head was like super stressed, and I can felt God's touch upon my head, and something just went off. Just a while, my head felt so relieved, thanks for all those who have prayed for me. Hees. =)
And thank God I can believe and trust in Him even more, when my body tells me otherwise. =)

I believe! =)

Today, somehow llike kinda Revelation slapped on my face. I can just feel Our Father in heaven telling me, He is coming. Especially this sentence.

Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is, is to come.

It really touches my heart, and I wanted to knee down as I continued to sing "Amazing". But I didnt. Yet, He touched my heart, deep within. Tired, and emotionally kinda drained out, today was just the right day to minister and refresh my heart.

Thank God for today too. Even though I broke the fasting twice, I still thank God, for the chance to let me to why I am doing this. It's somehow like, sinning. I had forgotton that I am fasting in the morning and I ate a sweet, and I forget to repent.

Then the next moment, I was hungry after clearing bowel. (simply human =D)
I went up with my friends to see teacher, and she passed me her CHICKEN biscuits! =)
I ate them. And I am now repenting.

It comes from a selfish temptation and yup, it leads to sin. It takes time to allow our temptations burst into actions, and making the sinful actions into sins. I am facing one soon again, one of my greatest sins in my life, the gal's look who I used my lustful acts. =/ I know I must face it, and I am holding Him tightly, even now. Can I choose to avoid?

Yes, I cant avoid from seeing her forever. I will choose God, no matter what happens, because I am Son of Jesus Christ, son of my spiritual dad, Christoper Fun Seong Ngee! =D
And I will break free.

I was amazed to see what God has placed into my mind.
Can you just imagine, everyone was bring their friend and join church for service?
Just one will do, and everyone does that. That is totally amazing. Thank God for that. =)

I was thinking what I was talking to Helen.
Because, it's all like a plot I am planning for super long, and I realised that only Time can complete the task.
I was thinking, that hey, my real dad has actually stopped my sister from going to church and in the end, she backslided, somemore now she still had a boyfriend, even worse. But thanks be to God. I believe maybe without this trial, my dad might not be able to see what is coming in the future. Another thing is, I am so scheming that I uses time to play and waiting for the time to be right and prove my dad he is wrong, since he does not to let my sister to go church.

The time when my sister wanted to go church, it's to guard her heart, and I thank God for that time, it's a real right time, when she was struggling with BGR. Well, my sister doesnt thinks that she's a christian anymore, so yup, let it be. When time comes, I will rebuke her in love. Neither am I going to spare my dad from making his mistake, or rather, I hope he can change in his view. He has his own thinking, I respect him, but I will still talk to him when he is doing things that are not appropriate. =)

I hope this week will be a break through for me. =)
That I will be able to bless around 9 more people till the end of this week. =)
Tomorrow, I shall fast! =)

Thank God for His Love, Mercy and Grace.. =)

I have been fasting these few days, however, it;s always during the mid of it, like ending in 2 hours' time, I broke my fast. Argh...!

It's like what Dad has always told me, I am too focus about myself. It's like, whenever I see food, around 4 pm, my hand will automatically go and take. Until today, I saw my selfishness and gluttony.. ahh, all sins. zzz.

Need some courage to share this. Hah
While today in Crush, one of Ps YP 12 bought dark chocolate ice-cream! Woo hoo, and my fast is supposed to end at 6pm.(I am getting myself a 7 hours of fasting.).

But up first! Raisins and Rum ice cream! But it turn out to be in bad condition, kinda melted. So yup, he asked to taste it whether is it still eatable, so I tasted. Wanted to have one more bite, but that belongs to Mr Poh(My great-grandfather de!)! Cannot cannot. =).

Up next!
Smooth dark chocolate ice cream. Awesome!
My eyes, were like blink blink and started to shine. I believe it's the brightest for my both eyes to open for that day. =D
After one cup, I still wanted. Yet, I heard something, there is still people havent eat yet. "Someone-in-my-mind" is telling me, "dun care la, just go ahead." Yes, I ask for another cup, but Mr Poh just give me abit, and I was reminded of what one of my brothers has told off her sister because of food.
You should not go for second round since you have so many people behind you, HAVENT EAT YET.

So I confess it.

After seeing ice cream, my eyes began to shine, beacuse I did go to NTUC and saw all those. Ahh! After I have eaten the ice cream, then I was reminded, I am fasting! Ahh! Just imagine what happen if this is outside, when I am not with my family.
Another thing is what Mr Poh has told us about fasting. Fasting is not doing things e like, and we commit it onto the Lord's hand and read His Word, and digest it. Hah. cool!

Time to let God to control most of the stuffs, because all I can is... nothing, sad. =D

I felt really blessed by Our Father in Heaven, because now I am such peaceful in my family, in my house, with friends and people around me, haha. Cool. So I need to share how to make peacefulness to others too. Haha.
Thank God for all these. =)
Praise God! =)

= how come we can give less than what we have more? =

often crack my head in thinking solutions yet after all, I find that, I should have done something.

In God we trust.
Yet how often I didnt trust God, because if I am really trust God, I should have placed all my stuffs but I didnt.

Another thing is, I loved my families lots, real lots. Yet on the other hand, I failed to portray the image of loving my families, especially to my sisters.
Like what Dad has said, certainly there's a disappointment to myself, from him and from me, myself too. Hey, I can treat others, even my friends, so well, why I cant treat my sisters even better? It's hard for me, certainly.

From this, we also must show our love to the people in the world. We loved our families, especially our siblings. But why cant we show it to the rest of the world? They are one of the easiest for us to bless, because I believe whatever we does, yes, we may be wrong (I am not saying blessing people is wrong here,) but do not have the deception that they wont forgive us, and in fact they are the ones who will forgives us first. Hah. Thank God for them. =)

I guess from that, if we didnt talk it out, it also brew murmurs within ourselves and soon, it will causes murmurs between ourselves. Thank God for showing all these things.

Last thing is, well, Shawn came and told sorry to me and Samuel. Well, I was thinking, hey Our Father in Heaven, are you trying to play us?
I thought it's all over. After a while, I repent because I shouldn't be thinking about that. TRying to get him into church starts from us, and to show others, and my last thought is, wah, hey it goes again. But still thank God. =) After all he is not the "stony stupor", I really hope.

On the other hand, I thank God that things are going smooth, and loads went off a lot.
Finally everything is solved.

Everything came in, when I trusted Lord. What I have trying to do is, real selfish. Selfish towards others, God and myself,and yup, not being fair to my sisters.
I didnt even give them to prove themselves, then I didnt give God to prove that God will work, and I am been selfish to myself that.

Best word to describe me is, selfish, though I try my best not to let bad things to happen, which is not letting God to control ba.
That does mean that, I dun want to take note and consolidate my friends, but rather on the other hand, I will make it a point to ask and take note of the things happening around.

Again, thank God for all these. =)

= Why cant we give more, since we have more than what we have? =

Today, was a great day to go out with my friends. haha. Taken some neo prints and was reflecting upon God's Word, and at the end of the night, I blessed my brother's girlfriend! A potential christian!

I was reflecting what happens if I go into relationship, and am I really able to cope?
Haha, I do have a lot of relationships with family and friends, but what happened if I go into another type...?

Yes, it's BGR.
That can go into marriage. Hah, cool. To think of that, my girlfriend must be this and that and this and that. Though lots, it must be inside her character. Takes time though, it will makes our lives in later days a bit more smoother. =) Another thing is, my girlfriend must be a strong christian and same church as me. Other than that, all I need her is to be understanding, and some intelligence. But whatever a gal will land into a church because to have a relationship with me, I will never accept her, because the focus of salvation is Lord, and remember, if there's no God, there's no present Jimmy. Nothing can represent Him, and seek Him, He will answer your prayers. Hah. =)

Certainly, I got someone more to inspire. But what's more in a relationship?
It's all about blessing the other person, and yup, you will try and give your best. At the end of the day, when relationship collapses, it's neither fault, for the Love for each other has no wrong but rather, trying to improve oneself before going to another relationship.

I am certainly kinda unstable, maybe in all circumstance, or maybe not. I do not know. But certainly, my faith level is not as strong as my brothers. =) Yet, at the same time, I saw another interesting thing.
We must have God in between us. Another thing is, while having a relationship, made it a point that, everything was to be God, not feeding upon each other's love. That love that provide each other is just only for us to feel that both are together, and trusting in each other, like how both had trusted Lord at the start that both met their future ones. Laying down everything into hands of God.

Others may not see it why.
Yet, it is also, when we trusted Lord for the relationship, He comes into middle ground, telling and comforting us everything will be fine.
After all, a relationship is not about face, not about skills, but the touch between God and human.
That is why, I need a strong christian as my half, not I dun want to find, but it's hard to find. Maybe others may not see it, but I do.

What happens if I fall?
What happens if I backslide from church?

My friend bought "Teenage" to take a look something inside.
After reading one of the sub topics, "my boyfriend's a wreck" and luckily I hope I am not like him, or maybe I am...=/

I do realised that, relationship between both, do weighs, but the relationship with God, in all circumstances, weigh even heavier. And so, if there is a need to release and go nearer to God, I will do so. In my heart, nothing worths more that our FAther's love.
It's Him who show me wisdom, love, power, hope and faith.
It's something than all things, that is Love. =)

Praise God for such things during my growth in Christ. =)

Another came to me. Today, I reflect upon the same Word today.
Fasting today was better as I repent yesterday and thank God for the prayer meet, it's indeed a powerful prayer meet for our leaders and us. Thank God.

30What then shall we say? That the Gentiles, who did not pursue righteousness, have obtained it, a righteousness that is by faith; 31but Israel, who pursued a law of righteousness, has not attained it. 32Why not? Because they pursued it not by faith but as if it were by works. They stumbled over the "stumbling stone." 33As it is written:
"See, I lay in Zion a stone that causes men to stumble
and a rock that makes them fall,
and the one who trusts in him will never be put to shame.

Romans 9: 30 to 33

I have stumbling stones in my life and God put it there. Any sins arises after the stones are put is something that I have created. Realising one of my stumbling stones is relationship, was it better for me to settle down now? or to settle down later?

But I am sure for this. I will have to go for a trial in my life for my stumbling stone. The outcome will depends on my way of handling things. So, what can I do?

"In God, we trust." Rather than guessing and foressing all things, let it be something that under God's control. We will just walk. Stumbling stones are known for its name, so how about just cross it?

In God we trust, something I have actually lost touched of, and at the same time, are we able to take that fall that Christ has set for us? And after that fall, are we able to rise up again even stronger? =)

Another thing is, are we able to take this stumbling stone to throw at others? or maybe even throw back to Devil, and thank God? =)
Do we want it to be a lesson, or a lesson for us to learn and teach others? =)

No matter what, since the stones is there, let us cross the stone and made the stone a milestone in our lives, where we have walked through great difficulties and have great times. =)
thank God for everything. =)

What Dad has wrote was exactly right. You can do a lot of things, live religiously and do things that present religiously to people, but what's the true factor that holds between two person, one's commitment towards his/her job was certainly the relationship between God and us.

Today was the 3rd day of fasting. I didnt do devotions.
I began to thirst for stuffs in the world and that tempts me, at that very moment, it was food. Well, I can say the toughest time to pass by during lunch fasting, it's 2 pm to 3 pm. What really encourages me to continue to resist the temptations was the people around me, and I was at Crush.
Their determination to fast for Christ was strong, even though they are weak. They looked totally fresh, like always alarmed and on standby, somemore their work efficiency is constantly at the strongest level. It's the relationship and desire for Christ makes them to hold themselves from temptations. Praise God, and thank God for that encouragement. Even at the weakest moment, God reminded me, about the other people and Himself.

I was walking home from Tiong Bahru to my house, interestingly, I began to listen to worship songs and sang them out. The feelings was totally awesome. As I sing and sing, my heart was touched, deeply. Hardly felt this way, and Thank God because I think my heart was hardened. =(
Lust attacks me, and yeah, my thinking was distorted even more when I was hungry, but Praise God, because He held me tight and I didnt sinned in the end, except in my thoughts. Devil tells me that I can sin then dun tell anyone, I almost do that but I know I was wrong. It was a choice, and I choose not to do it. Whatever that is, God is always there, He will always remind me.

Dear Lord, never let this desire to cool down or dissipate. Rather, make it more fierce than ever.

He begann to speak and show.
"Man shall not live on bread alone but every word that God speaks."
He showed me when He was being tested by DEvil in desert. What can Our Father do there in a desert? He can do lots of things, like sinning in the dark, which cannot because God can see, and more than that, Our Father can sing praises to God, even He has no strength. It's His desire and His Love for God holds Him and show me that, I must, hold through to the very end, since my Father has and lots has demonstrated it, why cant I do it? I dun want to show and let Devil into my life, and I shall fight! =)

Eh, I am the Son of Christoper Fun Isaiah and Jesus Christ leh! Haha! =D

How Great is our God? I think nothing can measure it. Hah.
The relationship with God, I didnt realise I have it, until I lost it recently once, and that will be the last time. =)

Ah, went through the toughest weekend.
Being insensitive. Haiz. Feeling bad and guilty and begin to think back.
What was I doing during that time, when making one of my brothers worried.
One of my brothers, came around 4:30pm and was there all the way. He smsed me and tell me that it's opposite of Katong Mall, and he was actually there looking over to the place.
Anyone can tell me what am I doing?
Ahh.. feeling guilty also no use, except to ask for forgiveness from him.
Think of that, I only feel so guilty, guilty. But what can I do?
Pray lo. =)


But back to the topic, what am I think during that time when I was waiting for him.
Something did happened during that day, when I was going to meet one of my brothers for dinner.
The sky suddenly turns darker and darker, and lightning was flying around. I heard a voice.
"Today is not a day to teach him, today is not a day to teach him."
and I regretted that I didnt listen to God.
Whom am I to teach him?
Whom am I to give instruction when my God is over me?

So I need to repent and confess for my stubbornness, anger and not being humbled.
True enough, this is usual three main factors that causes one to fall.
I choose to be angry, and the others began to set in.
Anger covers my eyes of faith and harden my heart, making me stubborn in some things, and God did told me and I think I was stronger than God, that's why I didnt listen to Him, which is so wrong. I dunno, maybe that quarrel with Shawn on Thursday doesnt ease the rage in my heart, and causes an aftereffect. Should not have done it.

Thank God still, at the end of the day, my brother still forgives me. Hees, and luckily, I broke myself. When I felt so hurt and I dunno why, I feel like giving up everything. It's easy, and it's easy to just drop everything and go away but luckily I chose not to. Praise God.

Eh, Jimmy is not so weak hor, (Even though I am shaky most of the times.) Oh well.
Looking positively, these are great things ahead of me, training me and building character.
Looking pessimisticly, still got so many trials in front, hah. =)

Thank God, today sermon was great. After seeing Helen's devotions, I was wondering, did I did something recently? Today, as I was rushing from Expo MRT station to Hall 9. I saw someone sitting there, sort of handicapped. I passed by him, and drew out my wallet. I knew, I have to go back, because God has always remind me this, and have to do this in Love, "feed my sheeps, feed my lambs."
However, that guy doesnt seems to need anything, but money. Oh well, that's the very maximum thing I can provide, even though I just gave one dollar.
Tithing, was kinda great, because for the very last 2 dollars I have, I tithed it to Father. Didnt intend to do it, but still done it in the end. Maybe I didnt do it in Love, but at the very least, as much as I do not want to tithe because my stomach is hungry, I still gave onto the Lord. But at the end, when giving offerings to the Lord, I asked Lord to train me, even my heart reluctant, I will still want to honour You, my Father in Heaven.

The Lord showed me a passage, about the poor widow give her last two coins onto Lord. Even though she might have given the most least, yet she was the most blessed out of the rich men. Yeah, I understand that. So honoured. =)

Today, serving tribe choir tribe was great, and I urged you all to join.
Those who have stage fright, after going to the stage, I guarantee you that the stage fright is almost all gone. Because our focus is on God, where we do not have to care how others' see. We are just like doing our praise with all similar actions. Though it's like exercise, it's still very good. And I did not regret.
I like what Chee Chiong has sent to us, what does serving the choir means to you?
It will means, giving my praise to God, and it's my honour to be at such an important platform. Praise God.

The fasting for the 40 days has started. It's the best time for us to mediate upon Lord's Word, and to cut fats at the same time, wahhaha! =D
Have you ever wondered, just these 40 days of fasting and outreaching, then Singapore got saved? Wont it be great?
I hope my heart will not die out by always be blessed by what God has placed in my mind.

= His Love and Grace never ends after the full stop. =

Ah, went through the toughest weekend.
Being insensitive. Haiz. Feeling bad and guilty and begin to think back.
What was I doing during that time, when making one of my brothers worried.
One of my brothers, came around 4:30pm and was there all the way. He smsed me and tell me that it's opposite of Katong Mall, and he was actually there looking over to the place.
Anyone can tell me what am I doing?
Ahh.. feeling guilty also no use, except to ask for forgiveness from him.
Think of that, I only feel so guilty, guilty. But what can I do?
Pray lo. =)


But back to the topic, what am I think during that time when I was waiting for him.
Something did happened during that day, when I was going to meet one of my brothers for dinner.
The sky suddenly turns darker and darker, and lightning was flying around. I heard a voice.
"Today is not a day to teach him, today is not a day to teach him."
and I regretted that I didnt listen to God.
Whom am I to teach him?
Whom am I to give instruction when my God is over me?

So I need to repent and confess for my stubbornness, anger and not being humbled.
True enough, this is usual three main factors that causes one to fall.
I choose to be angry, and the others began to set in.
Anger covers my eyes of faith and harden my heart, making me stubborn in some things, and God did told me and I think I was stronger than God, that's why I didnt listen to Him, which is so wrong. I dunno, maybe that quarrel with Shawn on Thursday doesnt ease the rage in my heart, and causes an aftereffect. Should not have done it.

Thank God still, at the end of the day, my brother still forgives me. Hees, and luckily, I broke myself. When I felt so hurt and I dunno why, I feel like giving up everything. It's easy, and it's easy to just drop everything and go away but luckily I chose not to. Praise God.

Eh, Jimmy is not so weak hor, (Even though I am shaky most of the times.) Oh well.
Looking positively, these are great things ahead of me, training me and building character.
Looking pessimisticly, still got so many trials in front, hah. =)

Thank God, today sermon was great. After seeing Helen's devotions, I was wondering, did I did something recently? Today, as I was rushing from Expo MRT station to Hall 9. I saw someone sitting there, sort of handicapped. I passed by him, and drew out my wallet. I knew, I have to go back, because God has always remind me this, and have to do this in Love, "feed my sheeps, feed my lambs."
However, that guy doesnt seems to need anything, but money. Oh well, that's the very maximum thing I can provide, even though I just gave one dollar.
Tithing, was kinda great, because for the very last 2 dollars I have, I tithed it to Father. Didnt intend to do it, but still done it in the end. Maybe I didnt do it in Love, but at the very least, as much as I do not want to tithe because my stomach is hungry, I still gave onto the Lord. But at the end, when giving offerings to the Lord, I asked Lord to train me, even my heart reluctant, I will still want to honour You, my Father in Heaven.

The Lord showed me a passage, about the poor widow give her last two coins onto Lord. Even though she might have given the most least, yet she was the most blessed out of the rich men. Yeah, I understand that. So honoured. =)

Today, serving tribe choir tribe was great, and I urged you all to join.
Those who have stage fright, after going to the stage, I guarantee you that the stage fright is almost all gone. Because our focus is on God, where we do not have to care how others' see. We are just like doing our praise with all similar actions. Though it's like exercise, it's still very good. And I did not regret.
I like what Chee Chiong has sent to us, what does serving the choir means to you?
It will means, giving my praise to God, and it's my honour to be at such an important platform. Praise God.

The fasting for the 40 days has started. It's the best time for us to mediate upon Lord's Word, and to cut fats at the same time, wahhaha! =D
Have you ever wondered, just these 40 days of fasting and outreaching, then Singapore got saved? Wont it be great?
I hope my heart will not die out by always be blessed by what God has placed in my mind.