It is the 5th week book out, going back tomorrow, sunday 1450 hours.
Pretty bad timing, but i guess it's necessary.


things are happening at home -
parents are going to be separated for 3 years;
I am in the middle of crossroads and i asked my brother about it. He spoke very much about his journey upon choosing engineering path. It is really tough for him because he started from ITE to NTU. Thank God for him, cos i guess without him, i think i wont be able to thinking through my decision and my actions.
My strengths, my future, my weaknesses, areas that I know I can strive and get used with, what I really wanted at the end of the day, and what i can give with my strength, and whatever God has provided.

In the midst of army, it is all revolving, and it just keeps on coming.
Today, I woke up with a broken heart, with her in my dreams.
It is a sweet dream to have her, but it is a cruel fact to find that she is no longer by my side - and my tears flowed out as I went to wash out.
Maybe things have been different now, if i am with her; or maybe not.
I guess though it has been sometime, it still leave a big hole in the small and weak me.

Thank You Lord, for always been with me.
And hey,
thank God for you, Jo-lin, for making the effort to keep in touch.
well your smses perks me up, to reality.

Thanks for all the prayers - they are important and dear to me, really. (:
thank God for everything. (: