today after attachment made an effort to go down to one of my best buddies's father's wake. kinda sad to hear that.

my this buddy, a guy who is very concerned and protective to me(luckily my heart is not stoned yet), and he is those kind who seems doesnt care a lot lol. he is also the guy who bring me to church. from the start, God uses him to teach me through observing his life.

he doesnt have a smooth life journey. both his parents have left him in this sinister world. both mum and dad died of illnesses. i dunno what to say, except that if he is with the Lord, i believe that his father wont left, or maybe yes... what he have left now is an elder brother and his girlfriend. what should he do in the future? i dunno, only He knows. was that God place and create in his life? i also dunno. only time will tell.

recently being confused by a lot of different feelings. love? jealous? anger? bitterness? and somemore? emotions are kinda settled. haiz, sad still cannot handle my emotions, anyone can tell me? sadness still can, because that will only happened to those i love and care for, and i know everything is going according to His will, except if man wants to break it, which is totally impossible without God.

visions and visions, simply too amazing.
when you know you can see what is coming on your way, you are so excited and no fear in you. somemore God can help you to stop what is coming to you through and you can escape from that. just that you have to be observate and attentive to everything that is present to you.

music music music, everyone loves that! i loves chinese songs, but the others in my "s" family like english songs. haha! my singing cannot reach the standard.. because i dun have that standard at all. haha! no matter what it is, praise God! =D

is chinese christian pop rock on others' hands?
who knowS! =D
but certainly there's a market for it.

hmm and quite tired out these few days.. attachment plus so late then sleep. eyes are going bonkers and images begin to split more and more. zzz. must protect it lo.. and what should i do now?

ahhh attachment is fun! B1 ward, not bad, but charges is around SGD$210 each day, but didnt include extra treatment wor. so next time choose, ward C is good enough. people may not respond to your need, but there you can meet a lot of people. so much that hey you may not have ennough have fingers plus toes to count! haha! =D

time to sleep! wahaha! cya guys around! =)

~Leaders do special things that people do not understand~