i want to give thanks to the person who gave me this chain.



it locks my desire when i am awake, it holds my corrupted spirit.
however the one who helped me the most is of course my dad Chris. =)

really want to thanks that person... even though my chain is broke.
Spirit comes and flow wthin my body, certainly is a great feeling!

but of course i must do something to allow God to talk to me!

again Lord, iwant to be sensitive towards you again,
i have sinned against You, Lord,
yet i repent, Lord.


for everything and everyday is just for you.

blessed are we being Your Children,
may our imperfect unity forms the perfect body of Christ.

dun give what is correct again,
ask what is the thing went wrong,
throughout that,
understand the procedure and the character.

~the real Love comes from God.~

yesterday was a good message and certainly i learnt a lot.
throughout this year, i felt that God has been blessing me thoroughly with my "a-pa" and "a-ma", my spiritual brothers and sisters, and also being the "Ho-Fun" kids.

i enjoyed myself with them, and the riches they have in their lives, i also have some parts of it. i am neither a rich nor smart guy, nothing, but just trusting God that He will make a difference in life since the time i quited my job in tuas.

i found that working, just to keep ourselves rich and tired at the end of the day. through Christ i finally understand what is the real meaning of loving, care and living in this world. with a clear mind and God's peace in one, one can do anything throughout the whole without even feeling fatigue till the time when the person saw his beloved "nest" again.

His spirit keeps me ,moving and going on, and i realised that nothing is
more difficult than winning someone's soul.

it requires,

time,
something that man requires a lot, cannot be lost, cannot be replaceable, and not enough of. and that teaches man to treasure time a lot.

patient,
which i think most of us dun have.

love,
something that you can find only in Christ.

burning passion,
for me, i am a slacker, so no passion.

and last but not least,
responsibility,
we dun have responsible, because what we do are just to complete and finish tasks on that day, otherwise we dun even have the time for the people because of work... so yup.

recently a lot of things going through and fro, in and out of my mind, too much, and i know i was confused, but i didnt know i am being distracted from God.

yesterday, i was brought back to the Cross.
only till yesterday after our senior pastor prayed for us, and when i fall back, heat was flowing out from my body, strongly. strong flow of spirit was flowing into my heart, and i knew my mistake. my heart was hardened by the things happening around myself, what the world has done to me, the way the people looked at me, and the phrases of lives- the passing and the birth. my heart was hardened so bad that, all my emotions are blocked, and i no longer know how to cry.

but cetainly that's a healing.

praise Lord!
thank God for yesterday, and i guess it's same for everyone.
and i desire for one spiritual gift from Heavenly Daddy, the hand of healings.

i will pray for the anointing. =)

praise God,
may what we have done bless your people. =)

~real love comes from God.~