this is supposed to post up but didnt manage to finish it.. lol.
continuing now. =)

woo hoo! any one didnt "lou hei" le ma?

haha! i had my past few days back. it's really fun when you go out with your spiritual family, seriously.

these few days i am really free, other than helping out in Crush, maybe seems like really nothing to do. slack here and there, then somemore attachment is in 1 to 2 weeks time, cant find work, really sianz... lol.

so.. reflecting the past few days stuffs happening. a lot of things happened.
hui qi left, new members, reunion dinner, meeting yi long, seeing some my frens, spending the whole day with brothers and a-pa, and yup a lot of things touches me during that period of time.

especially reunion dinner that night.



see the food? after that we...



"lou hei"!
fa cai, fa cai, fa cai! haha!
dunno when has the time to have it with my other frens and buddies...zzz.

that night, when i went home, i saw Polar pastry. it is famous for its pastry. i was happy to see that, but my stomach no place. i thought it's chicken pie! but in the end it turns out to be two hotdog rolls.

"haiz, hotdogs rolls... i dun like..." ran through my mind. zzz. awww, that's me.
well God showed me something as i know my heart is not right, and repenting.
He showed me that, hey, this pastry isnt that simple.

it includes:

the thought of the buyer, my biological father,
who is a person who loves the family and gives everything to the family.
something that i appreciate a lot.

the passion of the person
who makes the pastry, and waiting for his final product and the hardwork.

and it makes sense that why i tear for just that even the simplest hot dog roll, because i really loves my father and appreciate him lots, real lots. somemore, he maybe able to afford these few pieces of these branded and expensive hot dog rolls, it's like he has to spend a bit more, yet his simple passion for the family is just there to make him to sacrifice everything for this family, and i am amazed. =)papa Chris also doing that too, and i am appreciating that. =)
but at the the same time, i wanna give thanks to God for giving me a soft heart and the spirit of content. =)

God just simple revise the lessons i hav learnt, Amen to that. =)

and it takes a lot for a man to do that... agreE? =)


thank God for my everyday.=)

=True love comes with a price of death=