today was a long day.
study for a while, found that nothing can go in, or kept falling to sleep. seems like i real tired as my soul goes with the songs, and my eyes will swirl round... and round... and round.... *booo* here is my hand or my head or my eyes are close.

i want to give thanks to God that even though i may fail my paper, i will still give thanks because everything is so amazing, such as there's peace that holds me throughout the day, even there is a lot of anxiety in me, too much, even when i am doing, there is a lot of possibility my heart will go berserk anytime lol. but seriously till now, i didnt even have the feeling to smile, even though it's over.

emotions and facts... do they hold you? facts tell you that most probably you cant make it, but you know that emotions will come strongly and it is sure unstoppable.

feelings for a gal is so easily happened?
or what is that something makes us to think it in such a way that actually all gals can be accepted but is it a type of self deceiving?

this is for me.
i like the gal, yet i know she is pretty but i finally understand something. and God told me this everytime i want to choose a gal by look.

was it the body you love?
or was it the soul you love?

love can be given to anyone, but different amount of love and doting to one can be show out the difference. there is actually a lot of factor stopping me on my consciene, but the way she does her thing certainly probes me towards her more and more, into emotion. very strong and it's very hard to be rationale ba.
well usually the logic wins all things... zzz =.=
not fair. =P

but whatever that is, i will ask papa Chris. =D
time for show and then go into studies before sleep haha. cool man. =D
today is a great day actually, because great is our God. =)

thank You Lord. =)


=True Love comes with the price of death.=