after a week of attachment, i am down with fever, running nose and cough.

have you ever wondered that, everything you do, is actually not by chance but by God?
haha, everyone can do that. All you need to do is just look around and observe. I have never forget this. everything is not by chance but by the work of God. have you ever been too busy and missed Him in actions? such as doing some things, like showing you a number. for me, yes. maybe because I am kinda sensitive to things around. You might say that I am paranoid but ya, I believe it's not by chance. God has also shown me lots of things, compare and contrast.

He always shown me 2 numbers, 7 and 13.
Recently our Father in Heaven has also shown me another number, 3.
I always wonder, but not dwell.

Great is our Father, who died for us. =)
Man has always been so busy, always forget that God is doing every work in us and when is God's doing, people will regard it as "haha! coincidence", "wah, tyco! but tyco need skills!" =D or "lucky" or etc etc etc.
Well i do sometimes use one of these, but no longer now.
These days, when God has always speak to me, "When things is not going to turn out to be what to be, and everyone discourages you, you know the best about what is impossible."

Have you tried to live by the Word?

Strange to say this, why some Christians cant apply the knowlegde of the Love that God has written down into the reality. Ironically, the reality and what is written in Bible are both real world. Bible took 2000 years to finish, and we Christians are so luckily to have 2000 years old history to teach us, and we mature faster than the others, but why just cant we apply them into our lives?

Fusing both worlds may seems to be tough and it seems like the strongest survive in this world. But do you ever know, when you live by it simply, showing you are vunerable, you are the strongest?
throughout humans, to win all men is to show your weakness, and the best is, to show where are the weakest point of you. When people know you are the weakest, they allow you to do all things(because they do not know that you are given all situations to do all things) and in fact, in some ways you have won their trust.

It's like a great man with great contribution but humble in all means, like someone such as Tan Tock Seng.
But I guess nowadays hardly any man can do that, because including myself, we all have pride. =D

Praise God for this thinking. =)

=To win the weak, be the weakest.=

well why i always talk about relationship? because it is one of the most memorable and a even though is a bad experience, yet it is very enriching. it teaches me how to be human in this human world. on the other hand it teaches me to be a better Christian, respect the values, the covenant that our spiritual parents built with God. i learnt real lots, so much that, woo i cant even imagined.i thank God for that, and everything after that, i give the Lord with submission because i know i can control nothing, and even though i can, i believe God will stop me.

through these days, i also discovered that, man also have the strength of creation, created human, invent stuffs. though most of them are flawless, they can never be as perfect as what God created, for the Christ is perfect. beyond all, Man has the power of Christ, thank God for that. as long as your motive is for others and it's good or preferably godly, and it goes with Love and Faith, you has already activated the power of Christ. man seek power through fame, wealth and strength but they will never be fulfilled, for they are not perfect, they could never satisfied and human always used it for ill motives.

human has a great history but none is able to compared to His Glory. the Bible takes around 2000 years to finish the whole book, it is theortically and accurately recorded. Satan always to make something out, and that thing is as smart as human. it also knows that God always provide the best. in the eyes of the normal human can practically said that, "eeekk, they copy cat." or maybe not? who knows. haha. i believe the Satan has made something that look so godly and good, so real and photocopy God's way of doing. see! even the eight horns stupid lizard copy God leh! how amazing that he still have crowns on his horns, why not on his head? or he dun have? haha!

it's after a great day of attachment learnt a lot of stuffs. praise God that during attachment, everything just pop out of my mind. and things starts to get tougher, but i believe it is good. train us for the future! whoo hoo!

i dun believe there is nothing bad in my future when i believe in Him, hees. =)
thank God for Jesus, and thank God for Jesus is my Lord. =)

a long holy day month for me and now is attachment! it seems to be fast, but i hope i can learn and take every opportunity that i learnt and it's just the starting. i dun want to ask much except to treasure each and everyday for me to practise and make my skill better day by day.

to speak truthfully, a lot of people doesnt look well on students nurses, but have they ever know that they are also once a young beginner and started everything from start? haha io believe some do think about that, but it fades within them.

i want to thank God for something that is happening in my life, that is reflection.
some great people said before, reflection is one of the thought process that gives you more thinking and process, improving self. guess you guys should try it out. =)

tired out and burn out. =)

tok to you guys some day, God bless! =)

=Longing for Your anointing to fall on me.=

i thank God for Wendy today, that i asked her the question today, whether i should stay at Crush with others or go home, and of cos she said go home. =)

and after i went home, some stuffs happened. but thank God for her. because of her, i learnt a lot of small things. and of cos they made up to be big things that will help me to success in my life journay. Praise God!

today went to Crush nothing much happen, except building relationship with those in our church and other churchs. they are all actually very cute and kind people.

i dunno why God love people so much, but today i kinda understand a bit more about my God.
man is actually good people. do not see them in their features but understand them. =) within each of us, there's actually the purity and gentleness within us. why do i said this?

i have some frens may look very fierce or even like to argue with other people, however to me, they aren't that bad. Praise God for building such a good character within me. =)
people is always talking about attitudes, but what is the attitude? is it a perception from our minds?
and when people is saying, it's in their sinful nature, has they ever realised that, judging people, marking others' grades by our standards are also in our sinful nature?

attitude... what comes before attitude? it's the thinking. nothing triggers before thinking. you need to think then you can act.
and i really thank God for this and i really wish to hear an " Amen"... haha! =)

true within each human being, we may have the sinful nature, but we also have the most innocent part:
the part before Adam eats the fruit from the tree of knowlegde of Good and Bad.

thank God for today, really. =)
and all the way, faith is the only most desirable to have within me and to please God too. =)

=Man has the most innocent and childlike character within them.=

today got lots of stuffs to share wahaha!

went out with gab and leonard, both my beloved brothers! wahaha!



Leonard and the Bounty!



gab's stupid face and stormtrooper... after all they are just clones lol! =D





look so many people!! okay i know you cant see any =P
went to IT fair today.
well it's a good thing for me cos there's a lot of babes!!! and of cos got a lot of people lo, and saw russell there today, haha!
saw lots of new games and goodies, and no doubt, it's not a waste trip, but also, no doubt if we have money, we will sure grab some of the stuffs... haha!


we saw this when on the way to esplanade to take bus to meet Shawn Tan for dinner at orchard KFC!



look like a lioness hor?



the shadow is made by this building!


recently, a thought came to me, this is it.
when you are saving someone, who is in critical danger, and you are that someone who is important to be in the operation because of some changes the person might be in danger. while on the other hand, your spouse or someone who is close to you like part of your body, got some trouble and gone into hospital in critical situation, and you are the only one who is dealing the situation because no one else can do it but only you... what will you do?

I will pray, but most probably i will choose to save that person who is close to me. there's a lot of reason but the most important, if i am not be able to settle some of the stuffs later on, especially in my emotions because emotions makes us human, and it can devastate us to the worst. if i save the others. people will think i am noble, but i know myself i become a failure myself. however, sometimes things cannot be predict and it just happens. of cos if i am some one who is there, nothing to do and help, i might just not be there lol.=D

rather than to feelings, i know sometimes we must put our point of views, reasons and consequences in our decisions because everything is important, rather than judging what should we do. and of cos lastly, it's the conscience. =)

thank God for that thinking, otherwise when it really happens, i will be in a dilemma, and i might regret for my whole life just a wrong decision.

thank God for everything, because everything you created is beautiful. =)


=True Love comes with a price of Death. =

all that sounds like reasoning eh? haha.

but till the end of day, sensible and stable emotions give the same feelings, that all of us look for in our spouse or our better half, or even in our friends and buddies...

that is,
the sense of security. =)

yeah, it gives a very comfortable feeling and a sense of warmth. super strong de. when the person just with you, you can feel the aura... haha! =D

the body will just pure relaxed. but of cos that person may be just your fren.
certainly i love that feeling. there's actually a lot of ways to give out that feeling.
but it will take years.

so what is your ideal conditions?
for me, i just hope that gal is a christian, that's all. =)
because, i want to bless her and keep giving to her.

all i need is just a smile from her. =)

=True Love comes a price of Death=

woo has been slacking the whole day le. playing diablo till the pandeamonium stage, the stage that has to kill diablo, lol. i just found that it's a super addictive game, and yeah, i keeping myself out of these addictions by sometimes stopping myself, though it's hard.

well well, while i am relaxing guess there's a lots of movement in the market, the society. i am always thinking what to do next, while people in the society are using lots of brain juice in their work, and contradictingly, i am one of those in society, but i am still a student haha.

whatever that is.
what is the definition of maturity?

have you ever wondered, people keep saying mature and mature, but do they ever know there, actually no line for maturity?

it's contradicting to say that, "hey! I am mature!", cos that will shows your immaturity. lol. while at the other hand, people cannot measure what is mature, because it's simply individual. most of us can say the actions are mature and that makes the person mature because every move and action that the person does makes sense, but why must be mature... why not sensible? and what makes others think that the person mature other than actions?

well, one can does mature actions, but the thinking can be sadistic and that makes one unrealistic and maybe psychologically malfunctions? who knows lol.=D

or when one meant mature, it means old looking? haha!
but thank God for that thinking, because i know mature can never be defined, because the judgement cannot be right, always. even in supreme court, they uses logic, reasons, answers, rights, taboos and more and more, just to find a suitable sentence and how heavy is required to deal with the person. evidence is just to prove that person guilty.

i only believe when everything is created, it's all meant to be good by God. nothing much. if you are suffering, give thanks to Him, because He is training you. =)

when you see everything is created to be good, not neutral. always think about one's good, because that's why we are here. we are imperfect humans but together, with God, we created a supernatural good world.
but Love is required to bond our hearts together, to love each other. =)

there, at any places, you may have little talents but it's because of your little talent, it makes big things! real big. =) your life may have a tough beginning, yet everything will be sweet in the end, because you are being carved into a strong man in will, in mind and in strength. =)

but christians are slightly better. =) we got two more things, God and Love, hees! =)

so what is maturity? isnt one seek God will be better than those?
may be that does not suit you. okay, i think i will use 'sensible'.
isnt a sensible person is bit better? =)

thank God for everything i have. =)

=Maturity can never be defined because Judgement can never be right.=

wah got lots to blog for today! once and for all! blog all those i have missed!

several weeks back, one saturday, that fateful nnight that Man U versus with whateva, then we went to a pub after our beef noodles. the service was kinda bad, and yup we ordered 4 drinks! well all taste like fruit punch.. and just a little difference...

here we go..

pure fruit punch like.


taste like fruit punch plus a bit with soda and lime.


taste like fruit punch plus a bit with milk more.


proudly present you with our singapore most famous! and latest!
SUPER COLD TIGER BEER!...with dad's hand... hees
*who can get me another tiger?* oops =X! =D

guess how much they cost? chop chop chicken chop, 40 bucks! and guess what? the beer is cheaper than the 3 drinks... somemore they are just mocktails!!! zzz -.-
and directly after that, they billed us, and we didnt ask for it. zzz. but that's alright. =) cos, it saves time and trouble for us and for them, hees.

well well, i ma just kinda free during the holidays... cant find any work during these few days but my attachment is going to start at 19 mar, so i want to find work, it will be like those temp staffs, but luckily my attachment pay check is coming in... yeah!

oh ya have you ever wondered you have been addicted to some games? for me is diablo 2 and LOD, because my bro has recently reinstall in the com(Yeah!), and i am guilty to say that sometimes people talk to me then i didnt reply.. because i am playing.. wahaha! oei, no where hor, only in msn hor! =P

waiting for my pay these few days. though it's only coming in till next week, but there's two things in my mind i want to buy, a chain and maybe a shirt. lol. till then , i still remember the first thing when i got my pay last time, is of cos give my parents!!! didnt forget that... the sense of satisfaction, like how i managed to balance the sheet, wah, super shiok aH! =D
and yup helping them
since i am free so i went to help out in planet crush! helping them to decorate the noticeboard and the stuffs again with Jessica! but she's there for a few days cos after that she has to go to work lo.

so we got appreciated and my rewards is...



ta-ta! this is taken in Han's. it's just average after all, but the price is quite exp.
actually from the start, volunteering is about giving and blessings. so to speak truthfully, no matter what we are doing, we are just there to give our best, with no rewards, cos i am there to serve! =). and so,i am having fun in serving there. know some of the students hanging out there. and there are plentiful of coms for me to choose and use =D.

well, the day never ends there only. went home after some rest, i continue with making of the puddings! mango pudding! wahahaha!




here i present! My Mango Pudding! hees..!!

okay, try to make more out ar...
KAGE BUSHINN NO JUTSU! (ninja technique of splitting image, haha!)



3 leh! haha!
well i fail at least several times to make it to this standard. it's edible and nice but to a certain extent i didnt really manage to make it successful ba. cos it melts like ice cream. haiz.
but no matter what, it will succeed, because I AM JIMMY LEH!!! wahaha! =)
and of cos God is with most importantly.
actually within cooking skills there's a lot of things to learn. the art of cooking, the patience, and more and more. woo!

guess that's all for today haha. but still thank God that, He has give us a persevering spirit. =)


=true Love comes with a price of Death=