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Wednesday, April 11, 2007,

I thank God that I know one of the NYP Year 3 nurses well. Her name is Vivien. I thank God for her. Our friendship are like, started a week ago, 3 hrs everytime, except today, I thank God that I understand her to the very minimum. I guess I have taken granted to my friends, and I repent on that.

Allow me to explan why is it 3 hours. The morning shift is 0700 to 1500, and afternoon shift will be 1230 to 2030, and there's actually a time for both to meet, that is 1230 to 1500 for morning to cover afternoon nurses to take report. So actually each and everyday, I managed to meet her only like 3 hours? Except today, because today is slightly more, 8 hrs same shift but different rooms. I thank God to train my heart, allowing me to know that, I am a man, someone who lacks Love, especially from God. =)

What she has taught me? Her lessons in her life renewed my life and my values that I have learnt, especially her relationship. The way she has been through and yup, cetainly is something for me to learn. May not be much, but it's valuable, because it takes time to experience these stuffs.

She allowed me to view on her side of story, something i missed out.
We often missed out that actually there's pain for both in relationship, because relationship consist both persons. Yet normally, We only concentrate on ourselves, especially Christians, keep on crying and weeping that we need healings.

Yes I do, but did I bless the one I hurt?
No.

I thank God for showing me, how selfish I am.
My Lord...
Glory to God
Glory to God!

=To the world you may be one person, to that one person you maybe the world. =

10:58 PM