Monday, April 02, 2007,
Today, I just lost an grandfather in my ward, sad to say, he went to hospice. Even in my mindset, which it is warned, hospice is the place for people awaiting death. To those who are working in hospice treat it as a second place before people went to hand out their "identification card" to whom may concern.
Was it a relief to hear that they are going to heaven? I dunno, but I am sure of something, that he sure has left a sweet memory in my heart. Though it's a tiring day, I still must share what chocolate he gave me! =D
It's Toblerone, and certainly, His presence has showed me a lot of things and of course, my presence has really blessed the grandfather. I believe God is with me, and I thank God for that, because standing beside is very threatening to my life, He can just see anything from me in my mind, my heart that is not pure and "pang", I am dead, no more Jimmy in this world. haha!
Been tired and not really well, suffering headaches, and blah blah blah, living just on Him plainly, like everyday having bread, is really a blessing in my life. Why dont we allow to have Him in every part of our lives? or is there any fear for you to give your life, and every moment you breathed for Him? =)
Thank God this and everyday.
=are you dependent on Him? =
11:25 PM