today's Death Note was great. It describes about how wise a person can be, by all means to destroy one. It just came to the right time as I need corrections in my life. Within the past few days, I was actually helping my friend in some relationship problems, of cos, I will try to help, but at the same time, I made a very serious mistake, which is passing judgement on others' character.God showed me that I was the same in the past, whether is it po po ma ma or tuo li dai shui, I made the same mistake that guy made, and yup, it certainly showed me how i felt and how bad i was. I thank God for that, because He showed me that I should not judge upon others' character.I also thank God that at that time, she made a wise decision, that is to cut off everything and we becomes friends, close friends.Yet it's very hard to become close friends, because you will still see each other everyday, every time in service, and I know I let her down, I will try to avoid her, yet at the same time, I like (or maybe love) her a lot. However, I know true love is certainly not this way.

Let her go to let her grow.
Let her go because of my pride.

Something affirms me even more. It's God.
Why?I
love this passage a lot.
1 Corinthian 13: 4-8.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.


Love hold everything, never blames, never been selfish. I thank God to allow me to understand what I really got in the end, that's true love. Holding someone you can never be together and letting her go at the same time is a true blessing, whether is it to myself or to her. =)
When she break through the barrier and the "wounds", I was happy, and when she found God, I delights for her, because right before me, she needed God real lots to develop in her character and grow deep into the church. She had backslided once, certainly not again because of anything. And I know God can mend the broken lines between her and me, and now, we are good friends, real good friends. =)

Praise God for that. =)

What's the true love?I believe there's no true love, and by now, I doesnt regard my part as true love, because I have finally found what true love actually is.
It was actually the point of time when Jesus was being crucified, He can chooe to walk away but He wanted to suffer and calling forgivess upon us.
Why?
Because of Love. Nothing of mine can compared to His Glory, yet He still loves us sooo much.
I felt so honoured. =)

=Thank you my FAther for the Cross=