A question came to me. Why do we need to completely surrendered ourselves to God just to be able to humble ourselves to God? If we said God is good, and we know He is all good, and He has saved us, but why? Is it because out of guilt and things that God has done to us?

Or was it because we called Him, Father, without guilt, except with shame.

If He is real so good, why we do have to love Him after He showed us the things that we have done?

IF he is really Our Father, can there be anymore reasons need to love Him in gratitude?

This is my answer.I am the Son Of Christ, Son of God.
I dun want to love my Father in Heaven in gratitude, but I just want to love Him and respect Him.
Do not let this love be a gratitude, but let it be the start of never stop flowing of great Love from Christ. I thank God for whatever(not the drink) He has done for me in the past, showing me He is the best and most worthy Father I should love, not touching my heart just because of what good things He done for me in my life, but allow me to see what is best thing He has chosen for me in my life, allowing me to see and understand, who is my Father, my God and my All.

I dunno whether is this humble or not, but I stand in awe of Him.

Everyone comes to a certain point in Christ will find a stagnant point, which is the most easiest to fall away from Christ's Word and Praise God if you are reaching that stagnant point, because you have certainly reached a certain amount of desiring more for Christ. At the same point, you may not know what to do.

The best thing is talk to God and talk to our spiritual daddies!=D
I am so fortunate to love such so much great daddies... hees! =)