Everyone is living in this world with a mask. Living with mask. I like that.

Those who watch bleach knows the "Holloliazation". Masks, we do have. I have also and got damn lot, hah.
There's something is more important, are we accountable to God and to the very minimum, our spiritual parents? Are we living in transparent to God?

What is the main purpose of mask?
Mask, is a cover up for others. People in the world used it for the sake of covering themselves. But whether is it a mask or not, characteristic of Christ is ever simple. Christ only demand us to do something.

Matthew 18:3
3And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Child like - innocent, always seeking and curious to all things = a teachable heart, a child in His Eyes, obedient to Father in heaven. Simple. Living happy like there's no tomorrow, cry already then forget. Forgive and forget. But why cant we do it?

The truth that we can't do it because we cant fuse the two worlds together onto one.
The two worlds I mean is people so called Spiritual world and real world. As much as we believe that Christ has been always with us in all circumstances, not only in church or cell groups, why just we cant believe and fuse the thinkings and the practices of the two world together, since all the stories in bible is also happening in this globe shaped of soil?
The challenge is ourselves eventually. We cant even live our lives to share with others. Maybe parents will say, why must I share my life with my son? Or why do we have to talk to them, not they come and find us?
As much as we proclaim us as christians, aren't we living our lives transparent to people who is around us? Why are we not doing things we should have done that Christ has called us?

I am ashamed to say this, but there is a need to repent. =)
I need to repent that I have took 2 normal salt water (10mls) from my ward. It was greed. That is one of my masks. I still have a lot of masks such as anger, depressed and lots. But the problem is, can you take down the mask and express your emotions to people who you do not know?

Do you trust God? When you approach one with God's Love, care and concern, maybe that person is rough and bad, but do you believe your approach is the right time for that guy who needs.. maybe your prayers and someone to talk?
The mask is created by our imagination. Why do I said so?
Cos did you see that I said previously, maybe that person is rough and bad?
From this, you can see that I created the image of that person, which the person may turn out to be a good guy, or someone with sissy voice? Oh well, hard to imagine but at the end of the day, you will never know.=)

I thank God today, I live by Him, because For the past 3 days, I didnt sleep much, maybe 12 hours in total of the 3 days? Hah.
I said to God yesterday, hey Lord, should I do devotions or not? Yeah, I should do, but not reflections. =) But praise God, I tapped onto Him, to do things that is impossible.

Okay, back to tomorrow.

Thank God for yesterday meetng with Terence. While he is sending me home, he talks about last week sermons - dreams. Let us recap.
Dad's dream is to sing to the multitudes.
My brothers, eh, ashamed to say, I also do not know.
My dream is to be a good nurse.

Like what I said, why most of nurses become teachers, to teach a better quality of nurses as compared to now. But I desire to be something different from what we have hospital bow. A total different type of nurse. A nurse who provide holistic care, out of all gossiping, I want to share my Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ's Love.

My patients or those patients I came across and deal with, I thank God that they give me a positive respone, no anger.=) Win their hearts, it's not too tough, but it requires time. =)
A nurse, totally from others, because i just make my life simple. When we see things, maybe the road is curvy but God will show the way when you depend on Him.


And why do you have to think so much, when you have God beside you, to tell you and expalin to you everything in your life? =)