I was brought back to the Cross today again, where I was being brought back that everyday is by His Grace and Love, never taken them for gratned, and pray and bless His People.

I lost a patient today, a potential Christian. He speaks of the things he should not have done. Regrets? I believe there is, in his mind, especially come to the point where he go and jump down from hospital, just because of his short tempered anger against doctors and nurses.

He has bad and short temper. Someone who completed 4 years and 9 months in NS. That tells his character somehow. I thank God that he has hardly show off any attitude to us, student nurses. I really felt blessed. Sad that I didnt managed to pray for him. I hope to see him soon! =)
Lets look things at the other way.

If nurses are doing their jobs well, knowing things they know and apply to everything that they have learnt, I believe there will be a revolution in nursing.

I thank God for this patient. Somehow, I believe that is the very reason why, many lecturers, from doctors and nurses, become teachers. Maybe some of them feel tired being a nurse, but there's something they believe they can contribute to the society, and something they can fill their hearts, the emptiness within.

As much as we can do well in academically, but who can guaranteed that the things we learnt is for our patients will stay in our mind forever? I believe this is a good reason for me to study. What is our duties, as a nurse?

A duty as a nurse, providing holistic care and helping our patients to regain to their health to their optimal independence. It will be better, if there includes love, whether is it family love or love for your partners, or even brotherly love. =)


I thank God for allowing me to meet a turning point in my nursing life. It may seems kinda early, but it's never been the wrong time to show it to me. =)

So what is your turning point? As a architecture or internal designer, designing a piece of art or a piece of land, which a peaceful heart to the person who is staying in?

An circuit board designer, with the most powerful and sophiscated mathematical calculation and designs an ultimate circuit board, or someone who is God in your life, and designs something, that uses simple logic but works powerfully?

It all comes to a point, which the world has created it without love and with great anger.

But can you make a difference, by removing all the anger and hatred in it, and with that bit of Love? =)

Will you make a difference in that point of the-same-old-thing theory that people has created, and make it a turning point with God's Hands, with just a bit more of Love? =)

Or your heart doesnt even never thought of it and after seeing it, running away? =)

I have nothing, but a heart for Lord to teach me, and in all circumstances, I will give thanks. =)

Dont worry, my patient is still alive. =)
Thank God for each and everyday. =)

~Life, a live demonstration~