I have been fasting these few days, however, it;s always during the mid of it, like ending in 2 hours' time, I broke my fast. Argh...!

It's like what Dad has always told me, I am too focus about myself. It's like, whenever I see food, around 4 pm, my hand will automatically go and take. Until today, I saw my selfishness and gluttony.. ahh, all sins. zzz.

Need some courage to share this. Hah
While today in Crush, one of Ps YP 12 bought dark chocolate ice-cream! Woo hoo, and my fast is supposed to end at 6pm.(I am getting myself a 7 hours of fasting.).

But up first! Raisins and Rum ice cream! But it turn out to be in bad condition, kinda melted. So yup, he asked to taste it whether is it still eatable, so I tasted. Wanted to have one more bite, but that belongs to Mr Poh(My great-grandfather de!)! Cannot cannot. =).

Up next!
Smooth dark chocolate ice cream. Awesome!
My eyes, were like blink blink and started to shine. I believe it's the brightest for my both eyes to open for that day. =D
After one cup, I still wanted. Yet, I heard something, there is still people havent eat yet. "Someone-in-my-mind" is telling me, "dun care la, just go ahead." Yes, I ask for another cup, but Mr Poh just give me abit, and I was reminded of what one of my brothers has told off her sister because of food.
You should not go for second round since you have so many people behind you, HAVENT EAT YET.

So I confess it.

After seeing ice cream, my eyes began to shine, beacuse I did go to NTUC and saw all those. Ahh! After I have eaten the ice cream, then I was reminded, I am fasting! Ahh! Just imagine what happen if this is outside, when I am not with my family.
Another thing is what Mr Poh has told us about fasting. Fasting is not doing things e like, and we commit it onto the Lord's hand and read His Word, and digest it. Hah. cool!

Time to let God to control most of the stuffs, because all I can is... nothing, sad. =D

I felt really blessed by Our Father in Heaven, because now I am such peaceful in my family, in my house, with friends and people around me, haha. Cool. So I need to share how to make peacefulness to others too. Haha.
Thank God for all these. =)
Praise God! =)

= how come we can give less than what we have more? =