often crack my head in thinking solutions yet after all, I find that, I should have done something.

In God we trust.
Yet how often I didnt trust God, because if I am really trust God, I should have placed all my stuffs but I didnt.

Another thing is, I loved my families lots, real lots. Yet on the other hand, I failed to portray the image of loving my families, especially to my sisters.
Like what Dad has said, certainly there's a disappointment to myself, from him and from me, myself too. Hey, I can treat others, even my friends, so well, why I cant treat my sisters even better? It's hard for me, certainly.

From this, we also must show our love to the people in the world. We loved our families, especially our siblings. But why cant we show it to the rest of the world? They are one of the easiest for us to bless, because I believe whatever we does, yes, we may be wrong (I am not saying blessing people is wrong here,) but do not have the deception that they wont forgive us, and in fact they are the ones who will forgives us first. Hah. Thank God for them. =)

I guess from that, if we didnt talk it out, it also brew murmurs within ourselves and soon, it will causes murmurs between ourselves. Thank God for showing all these things.

Last thing is, well, Shawn came and told sorry to me and Samuel. Well, I was thinking, hey Our Father in Heaven, are you trying to play us?
I thought it's all over. After a while, I repent because I shouldn't be thinking about that. TRying to get him into church starts from us, and to show others, and my last thought is, wah, hey it goes again. But still thank God. =) After all he is not the "stony stupor", I really hope.

On the other hand, I thank God that things are going smooth, and loads went off a lot.
Finally everything is solved.

Everything came in, when I trusted Lord. What I have trying to do is, real selfish. Selfish towards others, God and myself,and yup, not being fair to my sisters.
I didnt even give them to prove themselves, then I didnt give God to prove that God will work, and I am been selfish to myself that.

Best word to describe me is, selfish, though I try my best not to let bad things to happen, which is not letting God to control ba.
That does mean that, I dun want to take note and consolidate my friends, but rather on the other hand, I will make it a point to ask and take note of the things happening around.

Again, thank God for all these. =)

= Why cant we give more, since we have more than what we have? =