To the world and to others, I may appear to most of them who doesnt really sees a lot of things. I do admit I dunno a lot of things, that's why I am learning.

I dislike people to step onto my tail ( that is, "aiya you dunno anything")
But I will still thank God, as much as I will be fed up.
I will be tempted easily if I look on things I should not look. Yeah.
And I am tempted today to look at stuffs I should not look again.

Interestingly, I also like to do one thing, and God has put a word into my mind so strong.
It's from one person under Pastor AO's 12.
Do not led your brothers to temptations but set them free from it.
Leading my brothers to temptation, I guess I have been doing that ba. =)
It doesnt feel good to be into temptations. Especially when you know bring your brothers brought you down, to there.

I am repentance of that.

Everyone ask me, how comes I love my families so much. What can you do, when you know that your spiritual family will be with you forever? =)

One of my sisters is shocked. =)

Yes, no escape. The fact that is, when we accepted Christ, we are one big family, we cant run from the fact we are a super big family. =)

God has actually put a picture in mind, like what SP has said. Tidying up the house.

After a great fight, we will be putting all these salvation into containers and to sort out, ministry and ministering, consolidation, and lots. Just imagining lots of people going for encounter camp, it's soooo cool! =)

Consolidation by Consolidation, will be busy like nobodies' business, but I love it, hees! =)

I was on my thoughts today, that I wanted to go into relationship that when I go into relationship, I wont tell Dad, and it will be just a few months, which may seems to be pointless, but I believed I will be treasuring it lots. =)
And I woke up, started to read my bible, something i should do when I am fasting. =)

First I flipped to the chapter about Samuel anoints David, slightly read through.
Found out that God uses oil to anoint people, and He will choose the weakest among all.
Then I flipped to Romans 13: 1 to 7.

It speaks what I need as an answer.

Submissions to the Authorities, which I kinda like and dislike it.
Dislike it because there's restrictions and limitations, kinda stopped people from giving their best.
Like it because it protects us from lots of harm.

I looked onto the verses and I realised, I must listen to Dad's words, which is always and constantly ringing inside my brain(finding someone in the same church! =.=lll).
I sighed, and I repent.
Because I realised there is a lot of protection when I am doing under authorities, and whatever authorities has done wrong, they will something like Yuan Shi Kai, overthrown by people. Of course, God's word cannot be overthrown otherwise, we are soon to face His Wrath. =.=

Die die must guard my heart, haiz. =/
Hope my heart will not be hardened, because the percentage of not thinking that person is to let heck care, and will harden the heart, is very high. =/

Another thing caught my eyes was actually the conversation @ 8pm, where they had a debate about single parent brought up children. People nowadays have a choice to choose to have a child then be a single parent. People is going to be too independent ba, social factors do contribute, but we have gave ourselves too much choices. How does it affect the future generation? I cant imagine. =/

Humans is challenging the mess in our lives, which is always too big for us to handle.

My brother told me something today. I was like, I dunno how to answered because to a certain extent, what he said is quite true, and I dunno how to choose.
He said if he has a gun, and there's a terrorist in front of him, even though he dunno how to use the gun, he will still shoot that guy, because that guy, if he dun kill, he will harm more people. So ya, kill him save many people.
I was unable to reply him. but if I am really in that situation, I will also kill the terrorists.

Oh ya, I believed that the Korean Pastor who died today, has won a victory in their lives. Certainly some will be touched, People think he is brave. However, if there another misson, I think we should plan well before going. The Korean Pastor has kept his faith to death well. =)

After all, still thank God for today, and tomorrow, and my health!
Yeah! =)

Praise God! =)