Today, was a great day, even though I didnt sleep well, my body is still blessed by God.
Especially, where my head was like super stressed, and I can felt God's touch upon my head, and something just went off. Just a while, my head felt so relieved, thanks for all those who have prayed for me. Hees. =)
And thank God I can believe and trust in Him even more, when my body tells me otherwise. =)

I believe! =)

Today, somehow llike kinda Revelation slapped on my face. I can just feel Our Father in heaven telling me, He is coming. Especially this sentence.

Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is, is to come.

It really touches my heart, and I wanted to knee down as I continued to sing "Amazing". But I didnt. Yet, He touched my heart, deep within. Tired, and emotionally kinda drained out, today was just the right day to minister and refresh my heart.

Thank God for today too. Even though I broke the fasting twice, I still thank God, for the chance to let me to why I am doing this. It's somehow like, sinning. I had forgotton that I am fasting in the morning and I ate a sweet, and I forget to repent.

Then the next moment, I was hungry after clearing bowel. (simply human =D)
I went up with my friends to see teacher, and she passed me her CHICKEN biscuits! =)
I ate them. And I am now repenting.

It comes from a selfish temptation and yup, it leads to sin. It takes time to allow our temptations burst into actions, and making the sinful actions into sins. I am facing one soon again, one of my greatest sins in my life, the gal's look who I used my lustful acts. =/ I know I must face it, and I am holding Him tightly, even now. Can I choose to avoid?

Yes, I cant avoid from seeing her forever. I will choose God, no matter what happens, because I am Son of Jesus Christ, son of my spiritual dad, Christoper Fun Seong Ngee! =D
And I will break free.

I was amazed to see what God has placed into my mind.
Can you just imagine, everyone was bring their friend and join church for service?
Just one will do, and everyone does that. That is totally amazing. Thank God for that. =)

I was thinking what I was talking to Helen.
Because, it's all like a plot I am planning for super long, and I realised that only Time can complete the task.
I was thinking, that hey, my real dad has actually stopped my sister from going to church and in the end, she backslided, somemore now she still had a boyfriend, even worse. But thanks be to God. I believe maybe without this trial, my dad might not be able to see what is coming in the future. Another thing is, I am so scheming that I uses time to play and waiting for the time to be right and prove my dad he is wrong, since he does not to let my sister to go church.

The time when my sister wanted to go church, it's to guard her heart, and I thank God for that time, it's a real right time, when she was struggling with BGR. Well, my sister doesnt thinks that she's a christian anymore, so yup, let it be. When time comes, I will rebuke her in love. Neither am I going to spare my dad from making his mistake, or rather, I hope he can change in his view. He has his own thinking, I respect him, but I will still talk to him when he is doing things that are not appropriate. =)

I hope this week will be a break through for me. =)
That I will be able to bless around 9 more people till the end of this week. =)
Tomorrow, I shall fast! =)

Thank God for His Love, Mercy and Grace.. =)