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Sunday, July 08, 2007,

What Dad has wrote was exactly right. You can do a lot of things, live religiously and do things that present religiously to people, but what's the true factor that holds between two person, one's commitment towards his/her job was certainly the relationship between God and us.

Today was the 3rd day of fasting. I didnt do devotions.
I began to thirst for stuffs in the world and that tempts me, at that very moment, it was food. Well, I can say the toughest time to pass by during lunch fasting, it's 2 pm to 3 pm. What really encourages me to continue to resist the temptations was the people around me, and I was at Crush.
Their determination to fast for Christ was strong, even though they are weak. They looked totally fresh, like always alarmed and on standby, somemore their work efficiency is constantly at the strongest level. It's the relationship and desire for Christ makes them to hold themselves from temptations. Praise God, and thank God for that encouragement. Even at the weakest moment, God reminded me, about the other people and Himself.

I was walking home from Tiong Bahru to my house, interestingly, I began to listen to worship songs and sang them out. The feelings was totally awesome. As I sing and sing, my heart was touched, deeply. Hardly felt this way, and Thank God because I think my heart was hardened. =(
Lust attacks me, and yeah, my thinking was distorted even more when I was hungry, but Praise God, because He held me tight and I didnt sinned in the end, except in my thoughts. Devil tells me that I can sin then dun tell anyone, I almost do that but I know I was wrong. It was a choice, and I choose not to do it. Whatever that is, God is always there, He will always remind me.

Dear Lord, never let this desire to cool down or dissipate. Rather, make it more fierce than ever.

He begann to speak and show.
"Man shall not live on bread alone but every word that God speaks."
He showed me when He was being tested by DEvil in desert. What can Our Father do there in a desert? He can do lots of things, like sinning in the dark, which cannot because God can see, and more than that, Our Father can sing praises to God, even He has no strength. It's His desire and His Love for God holds Him and show me that, I must, hold through to the very end, since my Father has and lots has demonstrated it, why cant I do it? I dun want to show and let Devil into my life, and I shall fight! =)

Eh, I am the Son of Christoper Fun Isaiah and Jesus Christ leh! Haha! =D

How Great is our God? I think nothing can measure it. Hah.
The relationship with God, I didnt realise I have it, until I lost it recently once, and that will be the last time. =)

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