What about you? Who do you say I am.

To me, maybe sometimes He's with me.
Sometimes, He is totally me.
Sometimes, He's not with me.

He's part of my life, maybe at least 50% to 80%, most.
Part of my life. How to make Him totally of my life? That comes the willingness within me.
He's the Lord of All, when I am whole heartedly surrendered to Him. That needs time, to allow God to show me, that when I am available, He is able. =)

Today actually made an effort to go out with friends, guildmates in Maplestory and had promised them, but in the end all cant make it, but still managed to see some of them around, and mixing well with them. I thank God that I still made it in the end to attend the conference. It's led by the Spirit indeed. Well, thank God for the Holy Spirit, it's through Him, that we are able to proclaim, Jesus is Lord. =)

The time spent today was totally splendid. Though I wasn't in afternoon blessings actions, God taught me a very important lesson, about prodical son ( I hope that I had spelt the word correctly.) I have learnt whatever mistake I may have done, God has shown me(it's in the nurses' rules and regulations too), taking up responsibility and support all the way. The Lord has blessed me lots, just today.

My sister has a boyfriend, most people knows that. Home rules, not supposed to bring her bf into the house, but I did allowed, because her bf and her just sitting there using computer. Okay. I supported her to the relationship, at the same time, I want her to be accountable about her relationship to me, I will support her all the way.
I did talked to her bf, he is clear about what is his priorities, and sometimes quite troubled. I thank God for that time when her bf shares with me.

I didnt like relationship during that period of time, especially O levels. On the other hand, what her bf says is true, that even if his mum dun like and she knows, his mum doesnt say it much, because they have the heart for their child, and know that it will affect him and his studies, with a mixed feeling.
A very personally heart from God. If you walked the inappropriate way, He will still help you and support you. As long as you have the thoughts of coming back, you are welcomed at all times.
During that time, when I was actually allowed my sis's bf to come in, I am actually planting seeds into them. I got a feeling that her bf is going to join my church after this year. So, haha. Dunno, depends. =)

A talk with UNCLE Nyklus, has actually enlightened me lots in my life.
It brings me back where I have started, yes it's important to know the Truth, but what's more important about the Heart of God. =) I may have done lots in my life and Ps YC has shared lots today, however, there are actually secondary and primary things that Satan wanted Jesus to do.

Satan is using the secondary purpose like speaks word to make stones into breads, and the primary motive was to test whether Jesus is Christ. It makes a double questions, with an answer. So Jesus replied in perfect answer."Every man shall not leave by bread, but every words breathed by God." =)

Satan is testing Jesus to say his identity, which is nothing to Christ at all.
A name is just a name. What makes the difference is the heart that allowing Him to work and pursuing His Words.

10To the married I give this command (not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. 11But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife.

1 Corinthians 7:10 to 11.
Why is this so important? What does it have effects on others?
Out of everything for us, so far I have learnt, marriage is actually a covenant built with God between two persons, sealed with a vow.
Yet Lord wants us to repent and to realise how much both hav done for each other. A lot of things to learn, like forgiveness and trust. Walking through with each other, a challenge to all couples, but a perfect breakthrough and empowerment to the covenant and relationship. =)

Lots more to learn, like the flexibility of Christ also. =) Everything in Christ may seems to have a clear cut, and work with Him, you may found great wonders with all those lives. Others may say this, or other may says that, rules and principles, yes it's important because it protects us and guide us.

Praise God. =)