What do I want?
I want the others who doesnt know God to be with Him. All I wanted is that seeing Him and escort me to Heaven, and His Love to known and calling others to His work and enjoying the very presenc of Him.
What do I have to do in order to complete that?

I will have to follow up and do lots of stuffs. Doing His Work, on the other hand, enjoying His presence. =) Like today's movie outing, went out with Tammy, and my friend, and my friend's friend, and my friend's friend's 7 other friends. We watched the Secret. Haha, well well, God told me a lot of secrets too. Hees, secrets to my friends to salvations and lots of tests ahead for people to went through. When people doesnt believe it, I guess my belief in Christ will be a breakthrough in others' lives.

It may seems to be sadistic, but I thank God that I am glad that He told me about these things, and opened my eyes to these things that can be seen through. I give thanks to God today, really.
This attachment, is actually a breakthrough for me. I guess I am in my comfort zone for too long, that's why comes this attachment. It's a very anointed attachment. =D

Nurses dont care much, only the Clinician Instructor guiding us. One of the staff told me, the nurses dun feed us. Maybe the-need-to-be-probe is too much. Guess it's time we must learn how to fly like eagles. Asking around what can we do to help. They are not too fierce and they are there to guide only. They won't scold us, and we must be thickskinned to let them scold.=) We might not know what to do, but I believe the very initiative and motivation is very needed for this time's attachment. The equipping with God's knowlegde is great this time, and moving with the Spirit is perfectly came in time. I guess Holy Spirit is always in move, just that we dunno how to act. =) The nurses there seems to have attitude problems, but the very problem is do we really catch the opportunities? =)
Luckily is 3 weeks. And wasted it's 3 weeks, just for this attachment. =)
As a nurse, we must learn to be able to independent before we could actually join our thoughts and experience, united as one, to work and to fight as one body. It's actually the Body of Christ. =) And I need to repent and confess that I have actually misunderstood what the nurses wanted to input. =)
Everything that has a limit has never been too short, but just sufficient for us. =)
Won't it be nice? =)

Managed to talk with my sister about her boyfriend. A very nice, sensible and gentle man. =) As I talked to my sister how she has treated her boyfriend, that is she can be quite ridiculous sometimes and pride. After all, it's what God and Dad and others has taught me. Humble enough to say sorry, knowing our tempers and knowing how to be ourselves, child-like(not childish) whenever we need to. Growing deep with each other, in love, in trust and knowing each other better. If that someone you love, is willing to fight with you, he/she is certainly worth your love. =) One of the best example, is God.
He never fails to be with you. =) Walking through life and death, through different stages in life. =) He can be your soulmate, and you have to find someone like Him. =)

“Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.”- John 6:29
An answer from Christ worth more than whatever in this world.
I need to repent that, I shouldnt have judged the Catholics. =/

What I mean, brothers, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they had none; 30those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; 31those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away.

1 Corinthians 7: 29 to 31
Out of all, what God want to say? Do all the things in the whole world, like you have never done before in your life, faced each similar or even same situations like each and every different events in life, like you have not deal with it before, so that you can be mould into a very special person. It's like facing the Lord, always feeling so fresh when you prayed or talking with Him. =) Or have you lost the touch of it? =)

Humans are very conformed to the things of these world. Yeah, you may seems to be dealing with yourself, but somehow you do not how to deal with the people around, or maybe dunno how to be practical ba. =) But lead by the Spirit and use what He has taught you, and ask Him to guide you, feel His heart and you will be doing the God way. =)

32I would like you to be free from concern. An unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs—how he can please the Lord. 33But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world—how he can please his wife— 34and his interests are divided. An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the Lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit. But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world—how she can please her husband. 35I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.

1 Corinthians 7: 32 to 35
Our God, wanted us to be free from concerns but well, He knows our needs. He knows how to bend and stretch us. =) He sees our needs. Marriage may cause more needs in our lives and real mess in our lives. But that's how it builds us even more. Maybe some will lose their focus in their lives in Christ. An unmarried man can do more because he dun have those.
What's the focus in these verses?
He wanted us that, no matter what happened in our lives, dun lose the focus of Him in our lives. Come to Him first, and you will have His promise. =) Others may seems to be different from you, even your spouse. But God will be the same always and forever for you. =)
Job is a very good example. =)