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Wednesday, September 19, 2007,

I thank God for today, because it's by His Grace and Love, I didnt fell sick, because my attachment is going to end at 2 days time! Faster clear it then I will have more time to do other stuffs, though there seems to be isnt much. Still praise Lord that I didnt managed to fall to a fever, because I am having sore throat and slightly blocked nose. Of course, I must keep good hand hygiene otherwise it will affect my patients. So it's like after procedure, touching stuffs, wash hands with washing foam, or hand rub.

It's an indeed a great day, because I managed to practise some things that are really hard to come by. Well more of it, I thank God for one thing. That is he is going back to his old church.
He received Christ when he was secondary school, and backslided due to work and personal stuffs. I thank God for my answered prayer. Recently, he broke up with her girlfriend, like 2 weeks ago, because her girlfriend didnt love him anymore, and he told one thing that someone once told him, "only those who are under Lord's covenant will then be together long." It did came through, praise God, though he is really missing out something in his life for the past weeks. Thank God, because God has made him changed his idea of thinking. He thought he can convert his girlfriend after marriage, but doesn't seems to be that way now. MY mum was worried during that time, though I felt kinda fine with it, because Lord has assured me much, on the other hand, I dun really care much because it's still a regaining-from-past-hurts period. So yup, my heart is like after 1 week then say. He is better now, really thank God. Going back to church is even better! REALLY REALLY THANK GOD! =)

I confess that I told someone a lie today.
I guess I doesnt feel that right to tell him ba. =/

There's another thing I dunno whether I want to thank God or not, because it kinda confuses me. I dun like my attachment much, but on the other hand, it teaches me a lot. So guess I should thank God, it may makes me dislike it, but whenever I overcome, I doesnt have the sense of satisfaction, instead a deeper hunger was created within me. I guess God is making me hunger for more and more of His work, and sense of fulfillment. But I will never forget what He has told us at the start of the year, 'when we are doing His work, do not miss out His Spirit.' It applies to me, and I believe it applies to others too. =) Every thing that happens I give thanks to God, because it's all planned out.
“Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!”- Philippians 4:4
I should be happy, and indeed I am, for all He has done. =)

27If some unbeliever invites you to a meal and you want to go, eat whatever is put before you without raising questions of conscience. 28But if anyone says to you, "This has been offered in sacrifice," then do not eat it, both for the sake of the man who told you and for conscience' sake[d]— 29the other man's conscience, I mean, not yours. For why should my freedom be judged by another's conscience? 30If I take part in the meal with thankfulness, why am I denounced because of something I thank God for?
31So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. 32Do not cause anyone to stumble, whether Jews, Greeks or the church of God— 33even as I try to please everybody in every way. For I am not seeking my own good but the good of many, so that they may be saved.
1 Corinthians 10: 27-32

I begin to realise there's actually a freedom for us, to choose lots of things in our lives. But what God hopes to see from is that, we are able to put others' salvations in front of ourselves.Whatever we does in life, we may give glory to God, and under the freedom of choices we have, we shall not choose what is not right in His Eyes. Not for ourselves, but for our friends and those who are around us. =)

Praise GOd. =)

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