I want to give thanks to God, who always reply to my questions and requests. =)
While I was crossing the road to the other side, I wanted to take a bus, 195, home. So God told me a 195 bus is coming after the red man appears.
When the red man appeared, I stopped and saw a bus 195 to go pass me, and with less traffic. I know I can actually make it before the red man appeared previously and of course I didnt, causing the bus to pass me by. And so, I wanted to take 186 while waiting for the green man to appear, and guess what, bus 186 really appeared but it's coming soon, so I took the risk to jaywalk. Quickly I ran towards the bus stop. I wanna thank God, because He also helped me to stop the bus by the appearing of the green man, because after I jaywalked, the green man appeared and the bus stop, making time for me to run to the bus stop.
Maybe there's are really some things that are meant to break my heart and make me whole once again, and when there's a second chance, I will then strive my best. I thank God for building me. =)
Today, actually wanted to meet Helen and her friends for a run but I had something on at night, and ended up, I went late for it and everything ended. But thank God, I still make a point to go, with a happy heart, though it's over.
He answered my prayers. I wanted to have a dinner with a female friend, but on the other hand, trying to make it like a group dinner, I asked Wayne(Under Uncle Ee Jay) and Chris (under Uncle Leo) for dinner. My heart says, dun like, but I wil still do it. Cynthia was there, talking to her.

A wrong perception about another person will always come out from my heart, and there is always a doubt. But somehow, I know I have to repent because it's okay for me, but it's not right for me to think of that way, because the Truth is not like this. So I was looking in my heart, am I wanting too much physical contacts, and my female friend, tell me another thing, that is whenever man touches a lady, it's like a screw into his head. Who's head? My Father in Heaven's head and my head.
Immediately I can have an imagination of feeling towards it, because it thrills one man. On the other hand, I was like, acting like "Frankestein", like a joke to go with the verse.
A touch from a man to a lady is a screw into his head, and I think of it, it's a suffering as well, and a vicious cycle.
A vicious cycle because it will makes one hooked on doing that. Some will be blinded by that touch, because they thought only through this way, can make the relationship last longer, which is not, after some reflection upon what Dad has told me and I realised, as I ask God. =)
It's actually just the presence of that person that we really enjoyed and his very being. Whether where she or he is, just think of it and you will just smile, just because of it and you will like, "ahh!!! Thank God that he/she is here...". This and that. =) well, I really thank God about her appearance in my life, everyone who is around me and my families. =)

I wanna thank God for another thing, that is, He sent me a $30 cheque just in time because just then, my hi card just need to top up, hees. Thank God. =)

“What you heard from me, keep as the pattern of sound teaching, with faith and love in Christ Jesus. Guard the good deposit that was entrusted to you—guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us.”- 2 Timothy 1:13-14

I see some of the people walk with very weak strength in themselves, but really inspires me is that, they are always so dependent on Christ and always believing in Him. That's something that makes them very strong, a heart that He will never despise. =) They are weak in guarding their heart, so they always let God to protect them and what's within them strongly. =)

19Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. 20To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law. 21To those not having the law I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God's law but am under Christ's law), so as to win those not having the law. 22To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some. 23I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.
1 Corinthians 9:19 to 23.
I do realised I do not like a lot of things in this world(neither one of us here), but I am supposed to make peace with people around and hold on what He has set, that is the Ten Commandments, for us. It doesnt meant to be easy, but as I began to get in touch with a lot of people, a lot of needs in their lives also surfaced, and challenges are up for us to take. It doesnt take much to take the challenges, because they are all objectives. The greatest challenge is the constant changes in their hearts. Are you be able to ask god to show you the way they are walking? and are you courageous enough to walk and find that person to understand him/her better?
All christians love God, because none knows us better than Him, but the point is, are we able to take out the step and work things out? And do you really feel His heartbeat? =)

You can fill the darkness with just one flash of light
Break the silence with just one word
One defiance starts a revolution
One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington, spriked like confetti
Thousands of people sing, ‘We shall overcome’
The preacher shouts: ‘Let freedom ring’
He gave his life for what he bellowed

You can be a witness, You can be a prophet, You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress, Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future, Shout it don’t whisper
Dreams are what we make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat, Tiny as it seems, You are a beautiful seed



Dreams are what we make them to be.
There is hope in every heartbeat.
Tiny as it seems. You're a beautiful seed.
Every hope, every power,
lies in the heart of a seed that flowers.
Intertwined all across the land.
We're all seeds in the maker's hand.

You, me, all and all are like seeds, no form, but with a heartbeat within ourselves, we will win all, especially the weak. Praise God. =)