Morning before I sleep, I guess I have an spiritual attack. Lust images and all sort of flowery things. A very strong temptation of lust.
My mouth was open, and my muscles don't want to move. Dun be mistaken, just that I am tired, my body relaxed. =D Well it's hard to bring my mind back on guard once again, and praying, even though I am sort of half asleep.
I finally understood, even at during sleep times, I must be on guard every moment of my heart and my mind.
Thank God, I was emptying my mind and praying hard.

At the most vunerable moment of our lives, such as sleeping when we cant even protect ourselves, I thank God because He has always protected me. Well, maybe other animations or manga shows how powerful a man can be, but after all, I guess I am a very good example of a human being, where sometimes I can't even control my mouth from drooling. LOL =D
Weak in all circumstances and in lives, I just now felt quite sad, because I cant really go and have dinner with Chris. No it's not our Dad, but someone else under Leo. =)

Felt quite sad because actually I ask him and watnde to go with him very much, but well, Ididnt really carry much cash and I dun really have that much cash, so yup. However, thank God for Robyn and Chris, and ultimately God because the birthday boy(yes, it's Chris) says it's okay, andRobyn was there consoling me, and God told me, how much I can took an extraordinary step out and treat him some day, like tomorrow.
Well, how come I treasure this brother who is in the extended family so much?
This brother of mine, who I went through encounter weekend first time with. =) He was one of those who has dark spirits that trapped in him, and thank God it's all removed. Interestingly, he also asked one gal, who I used to like and maybe to the extent of loving her, to be her girlfriend, and of course, his offer is being declined.
That gal did told me, I was shocked but not jealous because she doesnt belongs to mine at all.
Well, thank God for letting me to know and see him again, an figure in my life. Well, not only him, others in the family do have the amount of space in my heart, the space within heart is boundless and I thank God for it, because He will always make my heart to expand for more space whenever it seems to be less, and from he start, my heart has most least space. And this brother of mine is in the family. (:

“Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children”- Ephesians 5:1
How much that our parents and our spiritual parents love us?
I thank God for giving me the chance to call Chris, Daddy and Joy, Mummy(though not most of the time, hehe=X) Dad has given up most of the things. So let us think back.
How much that our parents has given up for our sake?
Whenever we are down, they never forsake us. When we are lost, they tried to find us.
That was how much God love us, and what do God have within this verse?

Love His people.
Each and everyday, little by little, people are getting nearer to gospel because the Gospel was being shared around, parables, and examples.
Kids maybe smarter, but somehow, I still thank God for I am kinda dumb, maybe not smart but towards bright.
My mum told me that actually I can hidden my purpose and my stay for my part-time work like saying this," well, I will try my best to adapt with environment and work harder, however if I really cant cope, I will tell you."
I thank God, because it certainly showed how honest, straight and simple we are.
Naive? hmm, no no.
We may not be smart, if you define smart as clever, and has a own set of methods in doing things.
We may not be intelligent, if you define it together with knowledge.
But we are bright. Bright towards thing that we learn, able to see the things and each and every reason behind all the actions on the front.
It just only take time for us to learn, and of course, we are willing to learn because it makes us curious. Though there is danger, it will be the best experience with what our parents has taught us, wasnt it?
15I speak to sensible people; judge for yourselves what I say. 1 Corinthians 10:15
So is His people. They are bright, maybe sometimes too smart in their own ways. They just need guidance and lots of TLC. =)

1 Corinthians 11: 2 to 16.
Man doesn't need woman .
Woman doesn't need man.
But the heading is, Propriety in Worship.
I do not know what is propriety but I guess I can understand some of what Paul is trying to say.
Paul may have Jews' kind of worship while the Gentiles may have it other way, however, we shouldn't be criticising about how other do, for the Lord will deal with them if they did anything wrong. All has the same purpose, for the Glory of God. So whatever we does in good, it's for is Glory.
Why don't allow our every actions to be the Glory of God?
Let it starts from our mouth, for it's the very basic human body of how we praise God.

Praise God. =)