As I was being led to temptation and even sinned against the lust of flesh, I thank You Lord, that I have read about what DAd has wroted for his devotions.

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. ~ 2 Cor 12:9-10

I thank You Lord, that I am able to find the most tiniest hope within God, that touch of Your hand. Oh Lord, is my heart unable to save? or was it too hard for you to touch, if that is, I will be going to change by You. Hope that this dying of myself can be the new salvation in me Thank You Lord.

What is the most pleasing thing? That is to follow Christ, and find the most beautiful place, that is Heaven.
I will try to fight. The most beautiful place for You is my heart, that is Your home.
What shows my weakest? How powerful can You do it? I dunno, let it be You my Lord.
31I die every day—I mean that, brothers—just as surely as I glory over you in Christ Jesus our Lord. 32If I fought wild beasts in Ephesus for merely human reasons, what have I gained? If the dead are not raised,
"Let us eat and drink,
for tomorrow we die."[d] 33Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character." 34Come back to your senses as you ought, and stop sinning; for there are some who are ignorant of God—I say this to your shame.

Thank You Lord for Your Word.


36How foolish! What you sow does not come to life unless it dies. 37When you sow, you do not plant the body that will be, but just a seed, perhaps of wheat or of something else. 38But God gives it a body as he has determined, and to each kind of seed he gives its own body. 39All flesh is not the same: Men have one kind of flesh, animals have another, birds another and fish another. 40There are also heavenly bodies and there are earthly bodies; but the splendor of the heavenly bodies is one kind, and the splendor of the earthly bodies is another. 41The sun has one kind of splendor, the moon another and the stars another; and star differs from star in splendor.
1 Corinthians 15 : 36 to 41

It speaks to me. I may have a body that its most powerful sin in its life is lust, how am I to keep this spirit pure? It came from the thoughts, my mind which doesnt seems to be functioning today, and certainly I give in to my emotions.
I repented.

31I die every day—I mean that, brothers—just as surely as I glory over you in Christ Jesus our Lord. 32If I fought wild beasts in Ephesus for merely human reasons, what have I gained? If the dead are not raised,
"Let us eat and drink,
for tomorrow we die."[d] 33Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character." 34Come back to your senses as you ought, and stop sinning; for there are some who are ignorant of God—I say this to your shame.
So I should have run towards You. Thank You Lord for Your Grace. =)
I thank You Lord for the Grace and Mercy that has rained down on me.