got lots to share today. Maybe a bit long winded, but will still try to keep it short.

Thank God for the meeting yesterday with Samuel.
Thank You Lord for the time I spent with Julian, edwin and samuel. It's been sometimes where the brothers come together and play lan. It's hard, aand Ithank God for thatchance.
I thank God that eh, I sinned on thursday,He's with me. the darkest moment of that time, often Devil tries to cheat me, lie to me and ya.
It doesnt matter how much we can fight, or whatever we does. It just whether are we capable of saying sorry, willing to repent in all circumstances, when the Spirit told you. It's also whether we can lay it down all and all, agreeing with Him that we are weak, and He is strong. WE don't fight that hard, and if can't handle, pass to the next best player, that is Jesus Christ, Our Father in Heaven. =)
I thank God for such a brother like Edwin, who is not scared of any embarrassment(I am not saying he is thickskinned) then dare to speak out everything. I was such a tense-up guy until I saw Edwin and appreciate the way taht he is so open up. Often, we try to guard each others' hearts and minds, which we are responsible and should be sensitive to others mind, I really thank God that it's been quite sometime, I did not have a chat like that free, enjoyed it. =)

Another thing is, everytime I saw her, she sort of leads me towards Christ more and more. Miracloously, so far she's the second woman in my life so far, just by looking onto her, God spoke to me. Well, for it has written,"the seed is the word of wisdom". And maybe she is the word of Wisdom, from Christ onto me. I thank God for her, and those who are around my life.

As I went out and brainstorming some of the ideas about some of things, it brought me back to Christ, which simple is still the best. Simple can refer to lots of things, like patient, and lots. Back to basic of being a faithful believer.
As I was preparing myself to talk to Lord here and to share with you guys, I was finding a song, that He put a promise in my heart, and I gave thanks to it. =)

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it’s hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls

To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I’m two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I’m stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign.

’cause maybe there’s another plan
One I still can’t see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
~Corrinne May, Everytime has its time.

We are all have been working towards that goal, like what Samuel says, our lives are like paper, fragile and easily tore off. The fibres in the paper, are like connective tissues in us, connecting us together. It's a piece of blank paper, nothing special from others. It did become different, when you allowed people, who are worldly or those who are believe in Lord deeply, to draw on you. But did you realised one thing?

The paper can be re-made again. Beating it into a pulp after adding water, and put it on a big container with other portions of pulp, and add in some purification substance, and take some up with the sieve. Paper pulp rests on the sieve, waiting to dry, waiting to be used.
Often God take us through some process of purification, for my case, it's like seeing her reflects in my life, clearing up the bad thoughts and persevere through with Holy Spirit, I am new again, and in fact, I am being broken down everyday, into paper pulp. To apologise to the things I done wrongly, whether is to human or, ultimately to God.
It brought me even further back to where He started the walk with me in my life.
Everything has its time. (:
Breaking us down totally, with memories to learn because everything has its time to do its stuffs,
because maybe there’s another plan one I still can’t see. A little surprise, like the love that going to happen in our lives, it becomes funny how time changes how we see, like dreams do that we pursuing does change too. :)
Come, come and relax your soul in His Arms, others, let Him to do it. Just seek Him with all your heart. :)