I was real burn out on sunday, all I can say, I am "steamed out" or, "totaled"!
Thank God for the dinner and the day that He has provided me with strength.

Thank God for Mum, for she gives everyone that is in the celebration meeting a heart, a goal, and ask them to think of a theme to work on. It's a wakeup call, as when everyone looks for a theme, I hope they will find an ownershipin this celebration. :)

Thank God for Sunday's sermons, managed to practise it on my family yesterday. I confessed, I didn't take the sermons carefully, keep falling asleep. Haiz. Oh well.. :/
It happened on yesterday, where I am sort of quarrelling over my teeth. Yes, my tooth on back of my right side, it aches around 1 or 2 months ago, it's not sensitive, but more of like, just simply drinking cold water will affect the left side of my teeth, like symptoms of decaying. So, I quarrelled with them that I did asked my mum, since long ago, for a small amount to have a dental checkup, and she had forgotton about it somehow, keep forgetting it. Well, since she keeps fprgetting it, so ya, I gave up taking up the subject to talk about until yesterday.
While my mum telling me about how toothaches affects one's mood, I told her I wasn't like her. I guess she knows what I mean.
My dad came in, and he said, "why are you still eating sweet stuffs?", which I know I shouldn't, but do not have the wrong perception. You can have sweet stuffs even though you have tooth, not teeth decay, just that after eating, remember to rinse your mouth.
And he said, it's because of not enough sleep, or sleeping late. Traditional Chinese Medication, may have that indication, but to a certain extent, I dun believe it, though science has proved TCM did have some medication effects, as my brother told me that, and it's a fact, which I reluctant accepted it.

I went to bath, and my soul began to calm down. Lord told me some stuffs, through yesterday's sermons. At the end of the day, I did said sorry to them at the end of the day, because God showed me I am wrong, and of course I did feel it that way. I guess my dad was angry with me, cos he will normally chat with me, oh well. Thank God that the toothache is slowly disppearing, I guess the pain is related to the issue also, and lesser and lesser.
Most importantly, thank God, I am still able to take out some of the important points and ya, everything was fine today, and I gave my dad a kiss, as he helps me out to find how to go Novena from my school. Thank God that able to know to say sorry and feel guilty.

Thank God, I also managed to find a permanent part time job.
Guess it can reduce the amount of my mum's expense somehow, and ya, finally can have the chance to save even more money up! :)
It's same as where Keelin is working, or rather, I should said I am working at the pasta restaurant, that place we ate on sunday, Paste de Waraku! :)
Sweet, it's a great chance to have Keelin guiding me in my work! Wee!
Luckily I told the manager that I am only able to work like 3 days, otherwise he sure burn off my sundays and saturdays, haha. :D

Sunday was a great day, it's like a vision was input into me.
It brings me back to this verse,
"Awake, awake, O Zion."~ 1 Isaiah 52.
It reminds very clearly, because as I am maybe doing a lot of things currently, I must know what the Lord wants me to do, and what He has made a way, and providing for me.
And, a pair of hands was getting close to the eyes and rubbing it, and it reminds me of that verse, "Awake, awake, O Zion". Knowing what I am doing, why I am doing, and one thing is I must enjoy it. :)
It may seems like I got plentiful of stuffs to work on, but am I really do not to neglect all those?
No, but in fact, within all those of so much that He has prepared in front, there are something for me to enjoy, now it's up to me, whether am I willing to be used by Him, and out of all times, like what Dad Chris does, when he is simply tired, just continue to walk with Christ though I need time to regain my stamina, and to continue to try to run and finish the race, withh all I have, and I can.
Like what He has always told me, "I will provide all things that you need, as long as you seek and ask, but dun neglects things that is happening around."
You can hasten your steps, but please slow down your speed in life.
Life can be fast, but slow down to the things you see. :)

WEll that pair of eyes that I saw seems to be familiar too, dunno where seen before. :)

It's really by Him that I can walked so supernaturally. :)
58Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.~ 1 Corinthians 15: 58.

As He showed in my life, clearing all the distractions, and I thank God for all these work that is not going to be in vain, because He is building my little and simple faith and trust of a little child. :)


Thank God for everything.