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Monday, October 22, 2007,

The Lord has prepared me the past few days, and prepared me for today.
It's like within my heart there are some frustration. These are all actually rejections.
I was actually not chosen into a group and, yup I didnt know. So I went around and asked, and a group accepted me, after the teacher asked. Still, thank God for it, because it helps me to build relationship with others.

Yeah, I do feel sad when I heard such a response from my classmates, especially there's one who asked my friends not to join them. I need to repent, because I did said that she is petty. Did I offend her? Maybe I did. And I said sorry. But I guess she is out to make my days worse. Still, I want to thank God for her. It breaks my heart, but it builds me on the other hand.

One thing is, even though some of them may not like me, but I still must maintain a positive attitude and I believe God for placing where I am. And all of my cares, I will just make it a point that I commit it onto the Lord, because I know, if I carried it along, seriously I will get a mental breakdown sooner or later. My heart will start to harden, and I choose not to let that happened.

Every door that slammed onto my face, I will offer up in prayers. :)

It's easy to do what they do to me. But I will not do what they do to me. :)
I can't take Christ to compare with me, but I can used Him to encourage me. :)
Because I am His son! :D

7Now if the ministry that brought death, which was engraved in letters on stone, came with glory, so that the Israelites could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of its glory, fading though it was, 8will not the ministry of the Spirit be even more glorious? 9If the ministry that condemns men is glorious, how much more glorious is the ministry that brings righteousness! 10For what was glorious has no glory now in comparison with the surpassing glory. 11And if what was fading away came with glory, how much greater is the glory of that which lasts!
2 Corinthians 3:7 to 11

The ministry that bring out the righteous from His Laws.
How was that supposed that to happen?
For each of us is a ministry by itself. So what can we do to bring out the ministry to bring the everlasting glory?:
It started from us, when we guarded ourselves from defouling Jesus's Commands. Then from there, the righteous shall shine, but how? Guarding our words, our actions, especially gossiping about others, and thus everlasting glory will come.
I am trying my best, My Lord. :)
“Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.”- Psalm 27:14

For the Glory of the Lord, Amen
Praise Him and Thank You Lord. :)

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