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Monday, October 22, 2007,

Serving Gkids yesterday, and listening to their voices as they worshipped, was indeed an blessings for me. That's something to push me on towards Gkids, wanting to serve God more than anything.
Their voices, God wants it.

As the sermons speaks about Law and Grace, I began to see God's grace upon me when I was younger, like 9 to 10 years old. A young child after sunday school, joined the assembly with the adults and run towards the altar. Blessed by a pastor and left like a kid.
How would an adult see it?

A child who is running towards Christ, has more qualitfications than anyone who is around or even after my age to see Him. They didnt do anything much wrong, and they didnt do anything much either.

It also brought me back to the time, when I was actually just kneeling at the steps, waiting for pastor to touch my forehead. The feeling of whole body goosebump was not good, but the touch within my heart is good, like a sense of relief, and that's God. There's a lot of times that pastor blessed me, and touched my head. But how many times that God wanted to tell us, "Son, I just want you to know Me."

So near, yet so far. That's the feeling.
I just wanna thank God so much, with the bottom of my heart, and yup, love God, Dad, Mum and all my siblings, and all around me, lots! :)
Thank God for His Grace. :)

5If anyone has caused grief, he has not so much grieved me as he has grieved all of you, to some extent—not to put it too severely. 6The punishment inflicted on him by the majority is sufficient for him. 7Now instead, you ought to forgive and comfort him, so that he will not be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. 8I urge you, therefore, to reaffirm your love for him. 9The reason I wrote you was to see if you would stand the test and be obedient in everything. 10If you forgive anyone, I also forgive him. And what I have forgiven—if there was anything to forgive—I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake, 11in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes.
2 Corinthians 2:5 to 11.
As the Devil tries to deceive me what is forgiveness, I begin to look for what is true Grace and Mercy from Christ.
The true mercy of Christ is, you may have failed, or done something wrong. But again, you will be given the chance to do thing what you want to, as much as you have repented and said "sorry".
The one who gives forgiveness, may have stripped someone who is in position, but on the other hand, that doesnt mean we dun care about that person. That is a matter that I am dealing within my heart. Whether did that person did this or that, when we come to that person, we must handle each matter individually.

“How great you are, O Sovereign LORD! There is no one like you, and there is no God but you, as we have heard with our own ears.”- 2 Samuel 7:22

No matter what we do, and every matter is an thing, but every human is a being.
It is different from a thing. :)

Thank God for everything, and forever. :)

11:28 PM