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Tuesday, October 02, 2007,

Thank Lord for today, making my heart to go towards You, that I am able to make my way and held onto the perseverance and visit my patient, though my heart doesnt want it much.
Though I felt like giving up Lord, I thank Lord, for making the journey smooth and sweet. Smooth, for the journey itself has a lots of obstacles for me to cross over. Sweet, because the journey was harsh but the presence with Him was sweet. =)
Time waiting for the buss, made an appointment to have lunch with CRuSH's staff, temptations within my heart comes along, but I thank God for helping me to overcome it. It's a powerful visit for me, even though I didnt managed to pray for him.
I thank God that it rains when I was rushing there. The traffic light and the tree that I was hiding under from the rain, and even for that moment that He reduced the rain slightly, I thank God for it.
I thank God that I didnt fall sick, was treated nicely by the family and seeing my patient sitting there with peace, watching television.
All and all, there's too much to give thanks. I thank Lord for giving me a guideline for this coming event. Maybe not a lot will come, but will commit it to You, thank you Lord for being my Advisor.
LOts and lots of ideas came into my mind. Sorry Lord for me not able to give You a place to seek You, forgive me O Lord. =(

Now I am giving a chance and a choice for me to do the thing or not. I will try my best Lord, hope I do not disappoint You, O Lord. =)

I thank God, for bringing me back to where I am and I supposed to be.
A Road with lots of hands coming out. Certainly it has its obstacles to finish and that builds us up. These hands are a process to strengthen us, and giving us the choice to grow faster. These hands, maybe slowing us down, and in fact, I thank God for that.
It brings reflections into our lives.
There are times, that He ask us to slow down, because He cant catch up with us... but was it really He that can't catch up with us? Or we can't catch up ourselves, leaving all the mess for You to clear? And are we really that fast? Oh Lord, are You just simply hinting us to slow down as we have You as our main attention and priority in our lives?
How much of us do understand the great heart of Yours?
Let there be less speed, more haste.

I pray that let there be more of You to be in my life, it's not that I dun care, but He has a better idea how to walk in this life than me. =)
Thank God for He is walking with me through my life. =)
Thank God for the temptations that makes my heart to fight and run away and hide in You whenever I am weak, and heal my body, O Lord. Thank you Father, Hope I can shine the Light of Yours, so brightly. =)

The Resurrection of Christ, 1 Corinthians 15: 1 to 10.
He told me the rise of Christ, but it's more than what it is. It's something else on the other hand. Our sins, our spirits and our lives that has been changed by the power of Christ. As I raised up by You and reborn in Spirit, I was also reborned in my life, for the sins and lies have been taken away by God, and it's God who changed my life.
There's something more that is being rised in me, that's the Love that Christ had given to me, otherwise, there won't be the resurrection of Christ.
7Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles, 8and last of all he appeared to me also, as to one abnormally born.
I thank God for my full birth in Christ as I considered myself as one of the abnormals, which is being called back by His Grace as I was working part time and searching for things that last forever in my life, which is Him
I was called back by the promise that made with You, that I have made before I left the church. I have never forget the promise that I made to You.
I will come back to church when my polytechnic terms starts. My promise to You.
I guess that is something I never miss out.

10But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No, I worked harder than all of them—yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me. 11Whether, then, it was I or they, this is what we preach, and this is what you believed.
I thank You Lord for the Grace that You have put and work harder in me. I may have put some effort, but certainly He has put more effort into my life than me.
Maybe I can't speak too much to anyone else, but allow my prayers to work almightily.
I believe that You are Christ.=)
Thank You Lord. =)

+the moment I was struggling with sins in my life+

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