Friday, October 12, 2007,
Well, it's so encouraging for me to see Amelia, doing so much things, and mee, what am I doing?
Have and great talk with Dad today, and thank God for Dad and Amelia, so blessed tonight, to hear things from Dad and able to talk out most of the stuffs., though I shouldnt have vented my frustration on Dad... :X oops.
When I was at the prayer meeting, I thank God that I went, and I went to the the right place, it's just the right time for me to sort out thee heart matters and to seek Lord with a clear heart. Certainly I am tired and Dad also, and really thank Gdo with that talk, I was so sensitive to Holy Spirit.
Two things happened while I was on the way home. XD
I was able to estimate the time when I was going to reached m stop.
When my mind was like humming a love and breakup song from Elva Hsiao, I saw a couple was quarrelling on the road.
And I was "WOW.".
On the other hand, as I didnt want to do devotions because I am tired, I still did it in the end, and I was looking at my bible on a super comfy bus seat sleeping, I found a verse seems attractive to meXD.
5What, after all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants, through whom you came to believe—as the Lord has assigned to each his task. 6I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. 7So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. 8The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according to his own labor. 9For we are God's fellow workers; you are God's field, God's building.
1 Corinthians 3:5-9
IT applies to this very event that we all are working out.
We have planted a seed and each of us is watering it. Those who controlled their watering carefully and delicate, God saw the effort and the heart, and He will make them grow.
One thing is, who was the one making it growing?
As we are busying with our stuffs, who are able to identify, who is actually disrupting this beautiful plans?
Not anyone of us here, but the Devil, deceiving us.
An internal confusion is occurring but, are we clear about of feelings?
And what are we actually working for?
My objective for all, is to work as a family. Got issue, resolve it.
And one last thing, all we have done, It's to honour Him. :)
Let us mark our first step.
LEt us buy the seeds and sow them, believing God can help throughout the process. :)
Praise God. :)
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