Went to cell yesterday, by God's Grace and Time, A great message about being someone who is able to see himself in God and be different from anyone else, in this earth.

Went to a wake, yesterday, by God's Grace and Time, a wake service speaks about God's forgiveness and greatness into others life.

Went to Gkids, by God's Grace and His Timing, I am able to reach on time and about to reach there smoothly.

Went to young service, by God's Grace and Time, I am able to take back my phone safely by getting through and fro from Kor Kor Tan's car, and if you dunno who is it, I am referring to Uncle Terence(and that's how the kids called him.) :D

Went back to home, by God's grace I reached home safely. By His Time, I reached home, and just nice, my mum asked me what I will like to eat for dinner.

His Grace and Time is unconditional.
But the relationship with Him is conditional.
That's the one who perks me up throughout the rest of the service.

My journey in Christ is still young, 2 years.
But so far, what really bring close is a heart who want to seeks Christ. Today, during my service, I was really distracted, like not being a good host to Gabriel's girlfriend, that is really my fear.

I was wondering why I got so many worries, but at the end of the day, only by this moment, God uses Dad's words to fall into my mind. A lot of thoughts came through.
- Words onto any church is powerful
- Both churches are good neighbours

My mind was comparing the two churches, afraiding that anything bad will spoil church's reputation. This kind of thoughts, I must confess and I must repent.
Still thank God, cos I keep myself focus onto worship, though all that sinster thoughts just really kills my mood. I could have just pray! :(

But still, God told me, it's still the house of God. God is above all else. Never forget that. :)
Guess this is a good time to practise full-set forgiveness? :)

The Lord told me this.
7You are looking only on the surface of things. If anyone is confident that he belongs to Christ, he should consider again that we belong to Christ just as much as he. 8For even if I boast somewhat freely about the authority the Lord gave us for building you up rather than pulling you down, I will not be ashamed of it. 9I do not want to seem to be trying to frighten you with my letters. 10For some say, "His letters are weighty and forceful, but in person he is unimpressive and his speaking amounts to nothing." 11Such people should realize that what we are in our letters when we are absent, we will be in our actions when we are present.
2 Corinthians 10: 7 to 11.

I need to repent as I looked upon what apostle Paul had written. As this letter of His speaks to me, I do realised I am in fault, because of my pride. Yes, I am confident because I belongs to Christ, but on the other hand, I should be asking for forgiveness because inside my pride, I do have that middle letter of "pride". Especially those sinster thoughts. That makes me looks like one of the Pharisees. And the letter seems to sort of describe my character that He moulded me into. Words that I spoke may seems no power when I am not present. But do be aware, especially when I'm around, because the power comes when I'm be in actions towards what He gives, speaks, writes and commands.
On the other hand I must also be aware what Paul has warned not only to me, but to the others too.
His letters are weighty and forceful, but in person he is unimpressive and his speaking amounts to nothing." 11Such people should realize that what we are in our letters when we are absent, we will be in our actions when we are present.
It's also only through actions, His power came upon us and work on us, powerfully. :)
You are looking only on the surface of things.
Yes, it's good to be practical and looking at the facts, but do look beyond it, because what is seen is temporary but what is unseen is eternal. (:


We’re gonna dance dance dance
In the freedom we know
We’re gonna dance dance dance
In the freedom we know
We’re gonna dance dance dance
In the freedom we know
Because the freedom we know is gonna last forever

Let there be freedom in what we sees. (:

“Sanctify them by the truth; your word is truth.”- John 17:17
When I was trying to reach out to a bunch of working friends, Daddy Jesus also taught me this. (:

1By the meekness and gentleness of Christ, I appeal to you—I, Paul, who am "timid" when face to face with you, but "bold" when away! 2I beg you that when I come I may not have to be as bold as I expect to be toward some people who think that we live by the standards of this world. 3For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. 4The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. 5We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. 6And we will be ready to punish every act of disobedience, once your obedience is complete.

My friends all have different types of troubles, worries, questions, doubts, and others to come before Christ. It's hard, it's pure faith, but I have to repent because I have not been praying well. Hope all this praying can bring back and mould back the relationship with Our Heavenly Father. (:
I tried so hard to talk to them and shared God's good news with them, and some actually sees it. PRaise God.
I tried so hard, also no use. The fact of salvation is supernatural, which can only be through Him.
I want to get the best of the evil, take captive of every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
Guess that is the best of evil, where there is no need to think so much and still can improvise. XD (:
Yours is the Kingdom.

Forgiveness I have received as I have confessed, thank you Lord, for what You have done is All for Love. (:
Thank God and praise God for everything, especially every moment and the times spent. (:

Well, it's mum's grandma's wake recently. It's so sudden. I believe, certainly there are some tears on each of the faces of the relatives, and mum's too.

I thank God for Christ's Love, because it didnt shortchange anyone of us when we are walking in this world, but retain the best and most of us, especially the kids in us.

On the other hand, I also dun wish anything can short change anyone of us in this world, but instead allowing God to work at all times, on the same time, we must be willing, like the time we received our salvations.

12This service that you perform is not only supplying the needs of God's people but is also overflowing in many expressions of thanks to God. 13Because of the service by which you have proved yourselves, men will praise God for the obedience that accompanies your confession of the gospel of Christ, and for your generosity in sharing with them and with everyone else. 14And in their prayers for you their hearts will go out to you, because of the surpassing grace God has given you. 15Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift!

These few days, I have been talking with one who has real lots in her life.
She says she need Christ in her life, I thank God for that, but I dunno how to relate her with other gals type of friends. Soon ba. I hoped to make this service of Christ to everyone ba, just hope that everything is okay, and I wont be able to short change myself, and what God wanted to give me. :)
Lord I just want to commit this god sis that I have into Your hands. Let this simle deisre, allows you to use me almightily, whether is it in walk with You or with anyone. Like the Kid's prayer. No other thoughts, guarantee plus chop! (:
Bless You Our heavenly Father.

Thank God for everything and everyday. (:

“Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in your law.”- Psalm 119:18
Been lusting for these few weeks, on and off. Just dunno why. Temptations set in fast, but gone fast by God's grace. (: I just have to do one thing, that is to call 333. (Jeremiah 33:3) quite random though. XD
Was talking to one of my best sisters, well, she went for a photoshoot and the top is bra. The photographer has the photos as a portfolio. Well she says was it right and okay for me a christian to see, and at my perspective, whether is it okay for her to have this kind of thing. Well, thank God for her confidence and courage. Though as her brother, I may not like it, as a human, I took it as an art, because if you go beach, you will most probably see the same thing, and the effects of the light is not that good.
This young and sweet sister of mine, shared a lot of things, and found her life is rather broken. And I found out something eventually.
She had a boyfriend that is older than her by a few years, and exposed to older humans, I believe sex and night life is common for her. Backslided, and a heart that is easy to trust and believe, with quite a bad family background, that somehow explains her life.
I thank God I know her, because she is someone whose, not weak, but trust in the Lord, and through that I also see what Devil is doing in her life, screwing up her life.
The sins in her family, and all other stuffs, leads and slowly seeps into her life. I thank God fr the Laws that He sets in my heart, because only with the laws, I am able to see, that is something that Devil is doing. She wants to be special and strong, but I guess, the Devil is just make use of her. :(
Hope I can just make that difference in her life. :)
And not by my own strength. :)


6Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. 7Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.

When I saw this, I wanted to write what I talked with Dad.
Been working on an event with not much responsiveness, and thank God for James, telling me and seeing the things that he saw in everyone's attitudes.
Well, certainly this is an event that not much people wanted to commit into. Thank God I realised this after a few meetings. And I thank God with a heart of gratitude because, it's this, letting me to know how much God want me to know how people response, like stiff neck people, those who dun care, and not really being a someone who is having a heart that pursues after God. But still, thank God because He deposits a heart of joy inside me, even though somehow, maybe at the end of the day I might to give up the event.

There's actually a lot of advantages that benefits me if I give up this event, especially $$ and time. Well, after this event I can actually go to work even more, wee! XD And Dad says before this, if anyone is working alone, might as well stop it and do something else. Thank God everything is okay seems to be so far, that requires less people to operate. :)

Well, when it speaks of brokeness, certainly there is, and of course there is! Because the family is not working together ma. But the joy of planning for the Lord and work for Him was even greater. It's more than something I have, I learnt. I see this as a project for a family to work on, but too bad. Well, another thought came in, that is love His people wisely. My mind is, "Loving people wisely?"
Maybe giving it up can teaches them, because they dun care ma, let God teach them lo. I will just to do my responsibility, that's all. ANd the best, I dun even care for the others, wee! :D...

... But was that the right spirit?

Disappointment, certainly that is, but what comes after the disappointment is my heart for Christ. My heart for Christ has never fulfilled to so much, and now it's the final run, I just have to complete it, with those who have a heart to pursue Christ, like one of my female co-partner. :) To speak the truth, I do have the thoughts to those who give me all the reasons why they are busy, and bombarded them with my flowery language...

... But was that the right spirit?

I do have lots of projects and tests are coming, work, and studies is coming up. I felt like dun care everything and just pursue my work...

... But was that the right spirit?

One thing is, I do not want to be like the others. Priorities over priorities, which has no God in or maybe God is lesser in certain areas, and the worst thing is to walk over with them, and who is longer than me in the family.
Seriously, I hate that.
One thing is, who are you pursuing?...

... But was that the right spirit?

Well, the most important I done my part and keep myself around that area, guard my heart, and on the other hand, try to help my brothers as much as possible. I thank God for this event, because it showed me something good about Him. It's like, though the whole world may not like you, God is good all the time. (: The amount I am giving in, well, it certainly tests my heart, to give in and they are not returning, and my heart was "can I dun give this amount?" which I have to, because I need to feed the sheeps. :)

It's worth it la. (:
Despite all the disappointment, I see hope beyond all.
Never felt sad, but rejoicing. :)
That was my thoughts.

My feelings for sowing a lot, brings me to the christmas event. what am I sowing into it a lot?
Before some told me it may not turn out to be so good, I always trust in the Lord, never fails, and believing Him will be bring more people, outstanding more than what is in Project mooncake. I believe more than anyone else, well maybe because of the moeny putting in will be like water that is being splashed out.
And as the thoughts of giving up, those who has been working with me side by side appeared in my mind is Amelia, Helen and Tian Xi, and yeah, it's Tian Xi. :D Well all of them working with me all along, powerfully. Thank God for them.
I guess I sowed real lots into it. Faith, time, money and prayers I guess. That is what I have given, but together in this family, Dad and Mum have given lots also. Time, experience that I never have, prayers and others, something I have never have. Even the bonds between my two parents are closer. (:
But it's never been as much as the family has sowed in. :)

I'm captured by You holy calling
set me apart, I know Your drawing me to Yourself
lead me Lord I pray
Take me, Mould me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Hillsong - Potter's Hand.

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again
Delirious - History Maker.

Your Love, Your Glory, Your Righteous and Your Holiness, here I come and seek earnestly. :)
Indeed, I never felt disappointment, but hope in life. :)
Thank God for everything, even the tests and the desperateness in my life. :)
No one else for me, None but Jesus. :)

I was at the struggle with greatest temptation in my life this morning when I was in the toilet. Thanks be to God, and my choice in life, I choose not to sin, and the choice that I made, makes me felt that so far this point of my life, I am so sucessful, never felt so great in my life, even while doing my presentation, I felt that God is with me, even in lesson I was refreshed totally. Of course this eventually fades off after I thought of other stuffs, but still God is good all the time, hees. (:

“Trouble and distress have come upon me, but your commands are my delight.”- Psalm 119:143

I was distressing when I was doing the decision, and at the end, His commands become the source of energy for me throughout the rest of the day.

6Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. 7Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. 8And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work. 9As it is written:
"He has scattered abroad his gifts to the poor;
his righteousness endures forever."[a]

12This service that you perform is not only supplying the needs of God's people but is also overflowing in many expressions of thanks to God. 13Because of the service by which you have proved yourselves, men will praise God for the obedience that accompanies your confession of the gospel of Christ, and for your generosity in sharing with them and with everyone else.

Sowing in righteous, in love and in God, with the right attitude.
Well, maybe talking to gal is not appropriate. I believe that is what God is telling me. Well, that is something for me to learn, to overcome obstacles and climbing over the mountains. :D
It's not going to be easy, but each moment just pass so quickly.
What it does, the pure message of all the lessons, is God's love to change into the best person.

Thank God for everyday.

After a day's work, finally end with RP open cell. Thank god I managed to know more and more people. Well, really thank God for Jonathan for this chance, because on the other hand, it has also opened a slight opening to others' hearts. The next thing is to follow up.
Dry out sometimes, but one of the songs that keeps me burning.
Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet, the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven's rain
It's gonna rain

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood our hearts with holy fire

Rain down all around the world we're singing
Rain down can you here the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down rain it down on me.

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time, to dream again
I see the clouds, and yes I'm ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don’t let me falter
Rain down, Delirious.
Thank God making an open door for me, and thank God for Jonathan's planning. :) Really appreciate it. This song, keep me, a tiny seed, which is growing with lots of nutrients and under God's Grace, wet and full with water supply.
That water is something special, O Lord, it's the living water, something that flows from You.
I was looking over and listening to "When You Believe", and it ministered to my heart. On the times, where most of us had expected lesser people, God gives me the maximum hope, because He is indeed the One.

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

Chorus:
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will, (Now you will (3rd Chorus through))
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here

Everything seems to be so small, but He will make the difference, because I believe Him. (:

Holy
Nothing else compares to you
I lift my eyes to see your glory
Holy
Heaven brings you highest praise
I turn my eyes to you

You died to take my sin
You'd do it all again
And I still can't believe
That You would call me friend
That is why I sing

Holy
You are holy
All my life I give it to you
Coz your holiness
Is all I desire
You're all I desire my lord

Holy
All that I have gained, I give
I lay my life down at your feet
You are worthy
Worthy of our highest praise
I turn my eyes to you.

Holy, Paradise Community Church


There comes a need, to desire for Him and to be at the same standard as Him, the same holiness as Him.

Your grace
Ive seen it change a life
From death to hope and I
I throw my life on you
Cos I know
You died to make me whole
Your grace that covers all
Has filled up my heart

And love
Has covered me
And love has rescued me
And love has changed my life again

Over and Over
Im falling in love with Jesus
Over and Over again

My faith
I pray that it would grow
Cos they all need to know
That jesus is the one
And I pray
Let Your will be done
Let me be the one
To show them the way

the honour it is
to worship at your feet
to worship at your throne
to bless your holy name

Over & over, Paradise Community Church.

I thank God for the chance for being ministered and ministered by Him again, and never fail. Doors are opened for me, just whether I choose to go over and take ownership. Since, there's a chance, why not? :)

The Lord shown me these words.

2 Corinthians 4: 13 to 18

13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."[b]With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak, 14because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you in his presence. 15All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."

What is seen now is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

What is seen now is fixed reality. What is unseen, is hope, something that one believes in faith. (:



Thank God for today. (:

Thank God for today's sermon. I believe it speaks to hearts of the parents, greatly.
Pastor taught us, how to move in a group, grace, timing and I missed one out.
I slept on the second point, but thank God for my brothers and Wendy, they woke me up. :D During the prayers with Dad, I saw the area that is in the centre, and it brought me back what Dad said before, guarding the middle ground of God.
REconcilation and guarding the middle ground of God, guess that is what we need to do, the most. :)
Who is actually my first love?

I was looking for my life at this moment of time, what I had missed out, and realised, I have lots, hunger and all others, but none can satisfy me but God. What about my emotions?

I felt nothing but when I heard what Ps Linda was saying at Gkids, I do realised how great is our god is. The bread that is crushed, it is like the Body. His Body, made of flesh and blood, crushed by the hands of man, like how we break the bread, using our hands.
I thank God I didn't took the Lord's supper during Gkids, because I did not really prepared my heart. Never shortchange myself, like what Dad has always told us, whether is it to those who are in relationship or those, and I thank God I didnt. I didnt shortchange myself for what the others doing in this world, and acting like a normal human. His Death comes with a priceless price, but was given to us free, and that is salvation.

I was looking back to my faith goals:
- to bring my parents for Parents Appreciation Dinner.
- to know 100 friends
- to work on my these friends' salvations.
- to complete Dad's 12.

It's kinda got through. I didnt managed to know much friends, but at least there is some. Salvation? I guess, I did. I am working on my brothers, my sisters and my uncles, towards Christ more and more. What I do, what I work on, a live demonstration to all, and whether they want to learn or not, it's up to them. :)

The Love that He gave, comes with a price. I was certainly amazed by how Christ love people wisely. His Love is never wasted, and whatever He does, He makes it clear for that person to understand, and one thing that all knows, that is He comes from a good and wise intention. The Love that He gives, never gone to waste, but in fact, most of the Love and grace that He gives has always been appreciated, and taught well into each of His Followers and the people around Him. :)

“He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.”- 2 Corinthians 3:6

To be a competent minister, it is not that easy. You need to bless, pray and help others, and lots to do. But who is the One that can gives us these?
None but Jesus. Without Him, nothing can move.
It's a seed that is being watered in a fertile soil. About the growing part, only God can gives the grace to grow, all and the others. :)
Since Love doesnt come easy, lets us treasure just a bit more, and desire for ever more.

Thank God for everything.:)

Sorry that didnt managed to post my devotions yesterday.
Came back quite yesterday because I went to have supper with Terence. Experience is certainly enjoyable with him., and on the other hand, getting to know this special uncle we have, a bit more. :)

As God uses Dad bring us back to where we are to
My first love, is indeed, Him.
Well, without Him, I dunno what is love, not about mentioning what is giving true love to someone I love.

It is indeed by Grace, I was brought back to Him, enjoying His Spirit guiding me along as I work, howevr, thank God for Dad's reminder, one of the tasks, or in fact, I should change it into a habit is to desire for Him more and more. Praying is the thing I always do back in the past, and it's quite long time. On the other hand, this greatest Father that I ever have, is someone who is super interesting, and even to the Ends of the Earth, I cant even find. Time may seems lesser, but the desire for Him is even more, beacuse I am so weak and vunerable, anything can just throw me down.:)
Time maybe limited but it's sufficient.
All after all, I still thank God, for He is always with me.

11We have spoken freely to you, Corinthians, and opened wide our hearts to you. 12We are not withholding our affection from you, but you are withholding yours from us. 13As a fair exchange—I speak as to my children—open wide your hearts also.
2 Corinthians 6: 11 to 13.

Hearts seems to be heartened easily, especially the world turns a blind eye to you. Secondary schoolmates do not even bother with you, and yup, hardly anyone understand you. However, I do realised, that is the most important of our lives to make ourselves, not defensive, and in fact weak in all circumstances. we are not from the world, and Our Father in Heaven, has always asked us to have a soft heart. Open our hearts, even people hurt us.
If you don't give or open your hearts to others and even to Him, how much do you expect to let God to work in you? No pain, no gain.

14Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness? 15What harmony is there between Christ and Belial[b]? What does a believer have in common with an unbeliever? 16What agreement is there between the temple of God and idols? For we are the temple of the living God. As God has said: "I will live with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people."[c]
17"Therefore come out from them
and be separate, says the Lord.
Touch no unclean thing,
and I will receive you."[d]
18"I will be a Father to you,
and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."
2 Corinthians 6:14 to 18

So do not be part of them, that is what I learnt. In fact be a social hazard. It's never easy, because it's impossible for you not to gossip about people around, but on the other hand, we speak of others' goodness.
2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will. Romans 12:2

The match was something special for me to know. How God is teaching His people.
Very interesting.

Loving His people wisely.
Thank God for everything. :D

Missed my devotions, sorry about that because was too tired. Like every minute, I was typing, my eyes closes and keep hitting the keyboard loudly. But thank God for everything so far, aond so long for my week.

A bit more of learning and more of what I have expected for me to learn.



Thank God for all yesterday, especially one of my schoolmates who tells me more about responsibility in my work. Thank God my attitude in studies is changing. But my attitude towards project, is not. Her words are super enlightening, like God sent.

She teaches me how to be responsible to my work even more. It’s really nice of her. Well at that time, when she is going to tell me all what to do, my heart just how got provoked, and wanted to be angry. Her words are strong and firm, so I was taken aback, but my heart want to attack, but thank God, He taught me, how to learn and be calm. She’s not in fault, but I am. I thank God for her telling me that. (:



Thank God for yesterday.

Thank God for today about school, where I prayed I got it. It’s like what’s in the Bible, like David. Whenever you ask and where you are, God is there, as long as you asked and prayed. (: super cool. Today supposed to have a presentation, I was not made known to that, and I did not ask for it also, assuming that next week is going to have the presentation. Out of expected, my friends have already finished everything, and again, I thought my reputation is gone(it’s hard to build back, and guess that is one of the reason people dun like to be with me in a group.). Till now I understand how much my brothers has put their hearts and their responsibilities into their work.

Slowly, I began to think of my workplace. Well, I missed out a few good assistant managers there. A manager under training is working with us, hope everything turns out well.

As I was working today, I seems to be so free and my soul, it relaxes and flies within so high and so strong, like I can dance without the music.That's my enjoyment within work. And I believe God given me that, and I thank God I got that type of spirit. Everyone is working towards a goal, that is to serve customers to the best. How I hope we have that in the family and we have that, just not that esay to see that.



Often, I thank God I didn't go be with the world and I am different from that. Well, I thank God for where I am, and I want to even better. :)



Oh ya, I have a dream recently. It's like I am pregnant. Then the baby dropped out and borned prematurely. After somehow he die. What does that implies? I dunno. :)



“I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints,”- Ephesians 1:18
I began to open my eyes towards the way of the World does things is cruel.
And fromthat, actually, we are supposed to make outselves even more different.
Lt us see what Jesus want to do through us, but ensure yourself you are open to any changes. :)

A day after work, added to another day of my 4 to 5 hrs of sleep. Certainly it's worth it. I have never find so much fun in my work, especially it's for God.

As I was preparing myself to school, it's been so long that I felt so nice about listening "Running After You". by Planetshakers.
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I’ll never walk away because my future’s
In Your hands

I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after You
I won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Yeah I’m running after You
I’m running after You
(I will run to You)

I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after You
I won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Don’t matter what may come my way
I’m running after you
It’s You I’m following today
I’m running after You

I’m running after You
It seems to be a brand new day for me. I dunno why, I just feel it.
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spiritual act of worship.”- Romans 12:1

Though today I was supposed to attend lesson, somehow, the music score in my bag took my attention from long lessons. It rekindles my love towards Christ even more, because this song, is actually one of my best female friends give it to me. She ask God for that song, and she said that song suits me. Well, I dunno, but somehow I can really felt the Love from Christ.
It's very sweet, simple and clear. :)
No matter what, whether is it in the toughest time, I, Your God, will clear the way. :)

16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen.
2 Corinthians 3: 16 to 18.
Troubles may trouble our hearts, but it will always become clear, if we fixed our eyes on Him.
It takes a clear heart to see unseen things, how much does it take to takes for a trouble heart to see unseen things? :)
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Thank God for everyday! :)

Thank God for today's sermons.
It brings me back like what I have done on 26th oct, friday, back to two days.

Waiting for Keelin to realised from work.
So ya, I realised that, in the ministry, well maybe you will feel that sometimes, we need to pick that person up and slow us down during the process of reaching our Goal, that is Christ and Our Home, Heaven.
I came to realise that, hey, yeah, maybe it slows me down but at least, I did what God wanted me to do, and if my time can actually make up the time for that person to meet Christ earlier, why not? :)

These few days, a random came to me, death. What am I supposed to do when I got 2 weeks of life?
I will be dropping out of school, and lots. There's one thing I will want to do, that is to say "I love you" to someone who is my life, well not someone but most of you all. And enjoy all my things, before I go Heaven. :)
Crying, maybe I will still have because I will miss my parents but whatever so, I still thank God. :)
Of course I can still have the choice to stay in this world, through my will.
But the best is not to. :)

1Now we know that if the earthly tent we live in is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal house in heaven, not built by human hands.
2 Corinthians 5:1.
I always thank God for me in a church, because that where I really meet Him even closer. :)

16 So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. 17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! 18All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: 19that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. 2 Corinthians 5:16 to 19

Our Father in Heaven sees us as His sons, betwen ourelves we are brothers. If Christ can even give grace and reconciled a sinful man, I dunno what makes us stop us from getting know each other, even though we are hurt by the family, most of the time. :)

22But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother[b]will be subject to judgment. Matthew 5:22

So dun be angry with your brothers, because we will also sinned against them. Praise God. :)

Thank God for everday.

Preparing myself for devotions, I wasn't ready at home when I wanted to type it out, until I reached here! Ta-TA~! Terence's house.
I was actually reflecting about discipline and understanding to what parents, teachers and all other authorities have said, especially the part of what teachers and parents always put on that mouth.

I was thinking of Jesus, about 5 loaves and 2 fishes, the boy and His Wisdom.
It came to me so amazing. Discipline is not anger. Discipline is not restriction. Discipline is not about anything, but understanding, reasons and lots of God's wisdom.

Every step of building character, takes time and slowly. Takes words of God, and one fruit will actually bear within the man who teaches discipline, that is patient.
That is God's very character.
What actually attracts them?
Anything, as long as you know how to put it. :)

Actually in our daily lives, we can do a lot for our children but at the end of the day, are we actually bring the Book of Love(the Bible) into life? A book, is not only for us to read, but putting the words into life, by examples and contradicting factors in life. Thank God for the chance for me to see this, and indeed I have learnt a lot, just today simply. :)

Daily work and exchange of sentences with people are the start of teaching people. Just how we phrase and and how much we believe Christ to work.
For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”- Hebrews 4:12
Putting words into life, like Christ.
Pastor Linda was elaborating it, and thank God, I was there, to see how actually and how awesome, Our Father in Heaven works.

2 Corinthians 4: 13a
13It is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken."
Words to kids are amazing. These children are like our spiritual children. I thank God for whatever I do now, I do have an advance chance to practise what is taught. :)

What happens today, seems to be an recovering lesson for me. :)
Thank and Praise God for today and everything! :)