Thank God for today's sermon. I believe it speaks to hearts of the parents, greatly.
Pastor taught us, how to move in a group, grace, timing and I missed one out.
I slept on the second point, but thank God for my brothers and Wendy, they woke me up. :D During the prayers with Dad, I saw the area that is in the centre, and it brought me back what Dad said before, guarding the middle ground of God.
REconcilation and guarding the middle ground of God, guess that is what we need to do, the most. :)
Who is actually my first love?

I was looking for my life at this moment of time, what I had missed out, and realised, I have lots, hunger and all others, but none can satisfy me but God. What about my emotions?

I felt nothing but when I heard what Ps Linda was saying at Gkids, I do realised how great is our god is. The bread that is crushed, it is like the Body. His Body, made of flesh and blood, crushed by the hands of man, like how we break the bread, using our hands.
I thank God I didn't took the Lord's supper during Gkids, because I did not really prepared my heart. Never shortchange myself, like what Dad has always told us, whether is it to those who are in relationship or those, and I thank God I didnt. I didnt shortchange myself for what the others doing in this world, and acting like a normal human. His Death comes with a priceless price, but was given to us free, and that is salvation.

I was looking back to my faith goals:
- to bring my parents for Parents Appreciation Dinner.
- to know 100 friends
- to work on my these friends' salvations.
- to complete Dad's 12.

It's kinda got through. I didnt managed to know much friends, but at least there is some. Salvation? I guess, I did. I am working on my brothers, my sisters and my uncles, towards Christ more and more. What I do, what I work on, a live demonstration to all, and whether they want to learn or not, it's up to them. :)

The Love that He gave, comes with a price. I was certainly amazed by how Christ love people wisely. His Love is never wasted, and whatever He does, He makes it clear for that person to understand, and one thing that all knows, that is He comes from a good and wise intention. The Love that He gives, never gone to waste, but in fact, most of the Love and grace that He gives has always been appreciated, and taught well into each of His Followers and the people around Him. :)

“He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.”- 2 Corinthians 3:6

To be a competent minister, it is not that easy. You need to bless, pray and help others, and lots to do. But who is the One that can gives us these?
None but Jesus. Without Him, nothing can move.
It's a seed that is being watered in a fertile soil. About the growing part, only God can gives the grace to grow, all and the others. :)
Since Love doesnt come easy, lets us treasure just a bit more, and desire for ever more.

Thank God for everything.:)