A long day down the road, another 5 hours of sleep for me today. Thank God today, because He woke me up with a thunderstorm, with thunder as my alarm clock.
Thank God today, though I sinned against Him, lust of flesh again.
What did I learnt?

Though sinned, I did repented. This is what God told me.
Sin, we must make sure we do look out. On the other hand, we do look for things that is good and glory to Christ. It's what that is in front of us, that is our goals, make us motivated. He told me through my dreams.
What does a guy do when they saw girls with mini skirts on the escalators? Looking at it is what usually happened.
In my dreams, a girl was sitting like with her legs up upon a glass door. What happened is that I stand at the glass there, covering up. I was astonished, by what God has showed me. The dreams came from a heart, and show what is deep within my conscience.

I thank God for that, because indeed I have changed one of my faults, my weaknesses in my life.
Thank God. I didn't done my best yet, cos I did peep in my dreams. However, I will work towards it.(:

Thank God for today's dinner, and my real daddy.
Waited for my daddy to come home and go out together with family for dinner. I believed my dad has tried his best to rush home and changed, but at the end of the day, he didn't went out with us. I do felt his disappointment and greeted him goodbye with a kiss on his cheek, asked him not to be angry. Why will he be angry?
Can be a lot of reasons. in my mind, I thought at the start, it was a mistake for him to come along. It may seems to be that case, but of course within my heart, I do have the disappointment within myself to think that way.
After all, I still thank God, because I do treasure this very Daddy of mine, and each Daddy I have, because it's them, made a difference in my life. They do it, because all for Love. (:
When I reached my bro's car(it's rented), I was telling about how my dad feels. Well maybe I am his son, that's why I understand his feeling. My tears wanted to roll down, but I held onto it.
Well if that was me, I will do the same.

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.”- Colossians 3:16

6Even if I should choose to boast, I would not be a fool, because I would be speaking the truth. But I refrain, so no one will think more of me than is warranted by what I do or say. 7To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. 8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

2 Corinthians 12: 6 to 10.
So, in tough times, when sins and temptations come, it's actually the messenger of Satan that brought that along.
What if we are facing Satan Himself? Do you actually have the fear?
And fear, reminds me of yesterday, of how I have actually walked through dark, silent and lonely road. I bit onto my fear and called upon the name of Lord, while listening to worship, allowing god to eradicate this fear of mine in the dark road.
What is my fear?
Dark, and loneliness.

At times, when Satan visits me, I can say no about fearing him, though my heart says otherwise. But whether is it so, God is good all the time, and He is with us all the time. (:

Praise God. :)

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."