Wednesday, December 05, 2007,
“Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.”- John 6:35
I was there struggling with my wicked anger. Sins and lots of evil thoughts, of playing humans. Lust falls in. Homosexualism also fall in. That's the very truth and deep that came from my thoughts.
I confessed and I repented. It was somehow like morning, "Oh Lord, I am weak.
Can you set me free from temptations and sinds, my Lord?"
Taking the first step to submit it to God, making Him my bread was the best thing for my day. I thank God that I was filled by Him, whether is it when I was tired or not. well, every moment today in attachment, was an impossilbe thing that He worked out for me today in my life. (:
Thank God, otherwise, I can't change much without seeing it, and sensing it by Holy Spirit, I am still the same old self.
MY weakness, will turn into a testimony, for the weak to hear.
5Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves. Do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you—unless, of course, you fail the test? 6And I trust that you will discover that we have not failed the test. 7Now we pray to God that you will not do anything wrong. Not that people will see that we have stood the test but that you will do what is right even though we may seem to have failed. 8For we cannot do anything against the truth, but only for the truth.
Was it unable overcoming temptations and fall into sins, a failing of the test?
It is, on the other hand, seek for Christ, to ask Him to stand with you. Because without Him, without Holy Spirit, it is totally impossible to fight, or overcome your sins.
Often, whenever I sinned, I choose to sin, that is not Jesus Christ but me, sinning against Him. If it's Him, He won't do that.
So, what does it means, when we sinned?
It makes us a sinner, if we dun repent. Does we continued to sin? No. For Jesus Christ does not do that. If you said He does, it's because you wanted. But at the end of the day, He didn't sin but you.
That is the Truth. He may do not anything beneficial for you, but necessary for you.
So, just trust in Him. :)
Praise God...!
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