I thank God today.
During cell, it reminded me about serving my heart and soul totally to Him, esepcially during devotions. And ya, my dear shawn didi, how's the prayer thing that you promised God that you will do, have you done it? (:

A lot of times, we want to be winners, and we kept running. But at the end of the day, do we actually run into the most safest place, that is into God's Arms? Or we are running too fast, to be a winner, and we miss God out?

I do, and I often kept running and meeting people and at the end of the day, I still need God to mould me and fill me. Breathing the air that He has breathed into me.

I found out today, even a relationship willl not work out, at least I am able to experience it, and at the end of the day, well, at least, I can learn and be a good boyfriend.
I want to be good boyfriend, that my girl will have fun, great romances with me, who is led by God and keeping the ourselves from sins. You see, I dun have any ex-girlfriend before, so I need some experience to be one. God can teach you, if you have one. (: A good husband and good father to my children. That is someone I want to be. Why?

Because at the end of the day, maybe I cant be a legend at the end of the day, but maybe I still can be a history maker for my girlfriend, my spouse and my children, in their hearts, telling them how God has changed me and the good things that God has used me to do for them, without any conditions, and it's all from Love. (:

How often we want the other partner to change, but things doesnt seem to work out, dun you think so? I finally understand, today that it's really God. Well, it's like I am the farmer, proclaiming His greatness and the necessities that He has blessed, and plant my vegetables. And the growth of my crops, left it to God, after I had believed Him and took the first step of trust, to hold onto Him.

MAybe there is a lot of "these" and "those" that distracted your life, but do have Him in your heart, knowing that it is Him.
Do you want to waste your time to give your best, even though you have to give it up?
Yes, I will. Like the sermons that Dad has given me, God is more interested in forming what we are than doing right will. A detour is God's will, sometimes. When all hell breaks loose, you maybe doing something right, but i hope I dun break loose. I just thank God for all the things that is in front of me. Maybe phrases and verses came to me, I still thank God,because He loves me, and never did He left me. (:
So do you give up on someone who is says no to church and does it griefs your heart? Certainly it does, for me and for the others.
But do we give them up? Nope.
Because

6 And the words of the LORD are flawless,
like silver refined in a furnace of clay,
purified seven times.
7 O LORD, you will keep us safe
and protect us from such people forever.

8 The wicked freely strut about
when what is vile is honored among men
Psalms 12: 6 to 8.

Silver is actually one of the best metals, so far. Purified seven times - represents victory, as the number of 7 represent victory.
After purifying 7 times, it should be at its purest state and able to reflect one's image, without stain.

Every word of the Lord, is pure, simple and reflective, and every word is its actions itself.
The Word of the Lord, carries victory in life.
And so, it makes His Words flawless - but why not perfect?
Because man is uncertain.
That's why David prayed that He will keep us safe, and David knows that the wicked will be roamed among men, if vile is honoured.

Do not allowed things that is unpleasant in the eyes of Lord, or things that displeased to be in His sight, otherwise the wicked in man will rise and snatch away your everything. Remember what the Lord has told you.
His Words are flawless, but your willingness make it perfect. (:

Remember, He is always watching you, loving you. (: