Thank God for today and all and all.

I was blessed by Him, told that I need to improve on my friendship. Busy with my part time work, schoolwork after work, getting online, doing my work and devotions, and checking stuffs, that's all.

I'm certainly feeling dry inside, lack of friends, and losing most of the things in my life, except God's touch. Even things starts to turn around, why? Too much things on hand, still I thank God that I'm able to see that He's working, and wherever His Prescene will be, as long as I praise Him. Why is His Prescene there whenever I praise Him? I dunno. Still I Thank God He is always there for me, and yup, it just simply fills up my heart. (:

I begin to take steps to change my life, eevn in attitude of doing my work. I thank God that I can actually take up the responsibility for my BCLS, where I need to do CPR, after that passed, I can get a registered BCLS card, wee!

It seems to be simple, but controlling breathes and the strength of each chest compression was not easy. It's easy to be normal, but it's hard to be perfect, like Him. It's just simple to seek Him.

I thank God for Justin's devotions.
It's quite sometime, but still, I thank God, because I read it now, just in time. (:
"A double minded man is unstable in alll his ways." James 1:8
As I just begin to focus on God, I did realised a lot of changes in my life. More and more friends are being made, no more mental-like boundaries that I created for myself.
I confessed and I repented on my double-mindedness. It's all about Him. (:

14 He who is pregnant with evil
and conceives trouble gives birth to disillusionment.
15 He who digs a hole and scoops it out
falls into the pit he has made.

16 The trouble he causes recoils on himself;
his violence comes down on his own head.
Psalms 7: 14 to 16.
It comes to me that, it starts from us and it will end with us. Sounds like Karma though =//
Double mindedness, speaks how us wanted to hav the ways of ourselves, however it will not turn out the way it supposed to be, because it is not perfect, like God's way.

It wasn't a easy choice to choose to be single-minded towards Him, but I just believe Him,
and I trust in U, my Lord. (:
In my life, just before I typed this out, I wanted to walk out of Christianity, but what really holds me into this family is God, and my great families, especially the changes that in my life. (:
Temptation of the world is strong, but God is even stronger. (:

Well, isn't Him my Sheperd?
Praise God, in whatever and wherever I am! (: