Thank God for today's cell.
It's somehow affirming, and it gives a clear idea of what ways I should seek the Lord, asking for His presence, and yup, just simply trust in Him.

Do I doubt God?
Certainly. I was thinking about that when I was waiting for the bus to go Dad's house, and well, I just simply trust the Lord will provide everything.
These few days, been seeking the Lord and found out that somehow, my heart, my soul and mind were not there.

Oh, before continuing that, I am sorry that I am late for the cell, because I had a lunch plus dinner at my workplace. Had actually make it specially for my female colleague. She was released late, and I took a very long time for me to reach that place. Shouldn't have done that:/, but still praise the Lord, because I learnt something. :)

I thank God that I realised and understand one thing. You can try all ways to seek Him. But He had said that, when one praise Him, He will come. Well, I do believe, because after the Word that is released by Dad, I realised, how tense I am seeking and doing lots of things to seek Him, and it's only at the end of the day, it is actually calling Him and sharing of the joy, that then He will come. Certainly I have put quite number of sad face through the week, and lesser, when it comes to praise.

Still thank God for today Psalms.
11 But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
let them ever sing for joy.
Spread your protection over them,
that those who love your name may rejoice in you.
12 For surely, O LORD, you bless the righteous;
you surround them with your favor as with a shield.
Psalms 5: 11 to 12.

How come those who loves His name will rejoice?
It came out from each individual's spirit. For it is written:
6Because you are sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba,[a] Father." 7So you are no longer a slave, but a son; and since you are a son, God has made you also an heir.
Galatians 4: 6 to 7.

Each of us has a part of Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit in us is very sensitive to all things in the world. It's neither too hard nor too easy to identify the the Name of the Lord. IT's actually how sensitive are Holy SPirit inside to feel around. (:
The Holy spirit recognise the that it's our Father's name, thus we shall rejoice for we are being the heirs. Whatever He does now, it is a promise for us, as His heirs.
Does David has that?
I dunno, but it's always in David's spirit that God is a faithful God, even in times of doubts. (:

Praise God!