Sometimes in life, felt like being someone else. It definitely easier. I wanted to be "Zai nan". But it's damn hard for a christian, but easy for a backslided christian - which something I don't wish it will happened to me.

I thank God, that I'm always see myself struggling myself.
I thank God, I am able to stand up because of Him.
Today's Psalms - Psalm 35.

It speaks about how prayers can work against enemies in our lives. The enemies are actually myself, my personal character. I suddenly find that prayers work powerfully in my life, and well, it turns my life totally. It just gives me a new and clear mind.

Especially today, I was really blessed by Him. Taking 52 to IMM for NP open cell, I dunno that bus no.52 can go there, and it stops at the back of IMM.
No need to walk so much and save transport fare. XD

God has really opened my eyes recently. Sharing of the open cell was also something for me to take home, where it really enlightens our souls, especially the part when Wayne shares about he is being called to be a Levite, as he asked God. But somehow he is confused. (: I did ask God can I actually joined the choir, and God gave me Dad's reply.

God has trained me for this moment in my life, exposing me to kids and becoming patient with them. How come I didnt have children?
What's in my mind these few days, are the offers of the Young Arrows. Beacuse God see that I do not really have the time ba, especially He showed me the part when I'm going to Army. He knows me well. (:

A lot of thoughts been going through. Tough and challenging, like in the parable of wheat and weeds. But you see, I can use God's prayer to go against the enemies. (:

Thank God for everything. (: