I was holding a sputum... wait!

I shall called it, phelgm. :D

thick phelgm that soaked through the first tissue.
Thank God I was holding another tissue and throw it away, cos the wet and WARM phelgm is soaking through. I can feel the warm, because the second tissue, is ... getting wet! :D


thank God for these days.

It's a real struggle for the last last week of my first 3 week.
I thank God for my CI, Robin - well, he taught me standard of nursing. I do learnt a lot, and catch up what is lost. However, there are more for me to learn. (:

NURSING NURSING! Here I am! :D

Thank God for leading me.

I'll move on, I'll go on.
Lord I will take Your hand,
and you will guide me along,
soar back through the storm.
So I say,
I'll make, I want to hold onto my hope,
Yes I will walk down this road, and the passion will try to lead me on..

Yesterday was one of the greatest days in my life.

I was on the way home, feeling quite emo.
Even though my smiles are always on my face, a sense of joy and happiness is on my face, there are times that I was real down.
Like yesterday, when I was leaving the place, I dun wish to go away from that place.
Like yesterday, when I was thinking whether to take MC for yesterday, because I was really tired and down - I felt I am like a common person, as much as my attachment is part of my priority.

Appreciated? Definitely I am being appreciated, at all times and all ways, by Christ, my family and friends. I am not looking for a sense of belongings - but rather, I am looking for my own things - a perfect characteristics, that God wants to build in me. (:

Praise God, for the discipline that taught me into my life.
Praise God, for yesterday marks a new starting in my life.

yesterday was a party, which marks a new start in my life. It's my birthday.
Okay let's see who has wished me happy birthday... :D

-Chris
-Guo Wei
-Gabriel
-Samuel
-Roniel
-Jonathan
-Terrence
-Shaun Tan
-Shawn Lim
-Justin
-Zero
-Xiu Juan
-Tammie
-Robyn
-Jia Ling
-Adelia
-Nelson
-Tammy
-Wanyan
-Howard
-Ziyang
-Kenji
-Cheryl
-Zaki
-Wen Rou
-Lee Huang
-Lydia
-Rachel
-Ian
-my elder brother
-my younger sister
-both my parents
-Jonathan, someone who I know from NDP and same church as me.
-Colleen and the deaf ministry
-Jaryl
-Ayu

from my cca side.
-Shi Pei was the first. (:
-Clarice
-JQ
-Hannah
-Marcus
-Jian Yang
-Xin Yu
-Shawn
-Joshua

The sweets that was dropped from heaven...
oops I mean, pinata, was being shared. I finally understand - good things are meant to share. (: :D
well, I missed that place as I walked away. But I chose to, and I did not regret - that's me.


thank you all, all my dear friends.
thank you Lord, for all my family members, my buddies and friends in my life. (:

my three wishes.
Dear Lord Jesus, I hope to find a wife-to-be to celebrate my 21st birthday with me.
A future career, that leads me far and allows me to earn a decent amount for my future family.
People all around sees you! Have their salvations every moments, especially my family. (:

God bless you all. (: