I was thinking about the relationship.
Found myself to be quite upset about how it ended.


Somehow, I thank Christ for today, that I managed to went for service.
It renewed the relationship between Christ and me, as I was sitting there and pray.
Chris, my spiritual leader-daddy, helped me to pray and hug me - my tears flowed.
On the other hand, as I begin to think about the things that has passed,
well if I managed to see her again, whether things are doing fine or not, I think as long as I can see her smile, I will be smiling too.



so as i prayed today,
a sense of calmness came into me, the warmth - and no doubt, that's love.



a love that Christ wanted to give me.
Thank You Lord.
it just marks the first step in my life. (: