Synergy.

It's a very powerful word.
In all successes in life, it has required that.

what did i received upon worshipping the Lord?
His majesty, Love, grace, mercy, His Glory, His Warmth, Embrace, Holy Spirit and a relationship with Him.
His ever saving grace, makes me knee on the ground.
Just imagine all these came at once, I am convicted by Christ. (:

human has nothing at all, just a bag of flesh, emotions and a living breath of God.
that is so much limited that we can do.
But i thank God, as the three days of G12 conference, worshipping, eating and noting down everything on that day, yes drained me out but ultimately, I realised I cant really do much, but to listen to God, ask Him to use me mightily.

am I dreamer? No.
all I am is a simple human, but God makes things in wonderful way.
the effort that placed together by men, maximising the ways of humans.
plus the anointing of God, and the teaching of God, the guidance of the Holy Spirit,
everything grows - like how a righteous man prospers.

I believe i will be prospering soon. haha. :D
cos, life is unfair, but God is Good, all the time. (:

It's been soemtimes, everything is over: coming to a month.
I realised, and i undestand, I neglected very much of what is love.
I have rejected, ways of love, maybe not a lot of understand what is my language of love.
I have been rejected by myself.
is it really through relationship then i can receive love?
absolutely not. how much different?

good friends, true friends who loves me.
my family who loves me.
if you are seeing my blog, thank you.

relationship come the commitment and love - ultimately friendship.
so.. yup, so far, but of course to continue to pursue for more friendships.
especially those who are treasuring now.

my dear brothers, and Chris (my God-daddy (: ), thanks for the family and love.
it took me 4 years to know that, how to receive. maybe i lost it during the process of growing up.
I hope i dun lose it again. (:
and thank You Lord, for letting me so much things in life,
the things around me,
the meaning behind things,
not hardening my heart,
know the difference between the real world, and myself,
what You want me to be, knowing the true self of mine.

maybe it is like what Pastor YC said 'gave too much that we forget how to receive.'
how do i know i receive lots of love?

I got good parents - that is not by fate.
I got good friends - I thank God that I have good friends, because people who cannot stand me, will leave me.
I am well provided - thank God.
woo hoo. got to know one more friend closer.

didnt know her sweet strength, came from such a secret force. (:
she's tough nut to crack, but she is very nice, nicer than anyone thought.
she is friendly, even though in times,
she tricked me,
scolded me stupid lol,
but she dunno she is mean to herself,
losing herself to who she loves,
making me loving her more, as friend.
she says i am trustworthy..
hey my good friend, sorry today.
i can't be there for you. but i did pray for you.
i felt very bad, because there is once my ex wanted me to be there, i wasnt, as she asked me not to.
and i have kept her msg what she told me at night - and i cried in my heart that night.
but that is in the past, it's over. (:

i am here to receive the future, and love from Christ.
after receiving, to spread it to others. (:
eh, especially you - smart gal. :D

thank You Lord...
thank God for all of you, my families and friends.
thank God for you all,
especially your friendliness, smart girl. (:
it touches me. (:
thank God for you. (:
and i super duper scared that i will fall for you. lol. :D
if he dun treasure you, your friends and me will treasure you. (: