I was passing-by my house around, while rushing off to pickup Zero and Nelson.
I came by this blangadesh, who is having quite a hard time pushing the heavy thingy.


I was thinking, should i help or not?
it is dirty.
i am kinda rushing for time.
he can do it by himself.

I was struggling to help him, or not.
SO IN THE END....



i didn't, i rushed off to pick them up.
i feel that, i need to pick them up as soon as possible.
but i prayed within myself: Dear Lord, if i will be coming up with this matter again, i will help him, or whoever it is.

And i asked both of them.
and they said yes.


i realised, if all these can add up to every little good thing in the world,
i guess, this world will be more beautiful, little by little.
and a lot of things added to this beautiful world: human beings.
so nice! :D

I just had my graduation yesterday. it was kinda fun.
and i went for NJD training after that.

my reluctancy about this graduation was pretty much. I didn't really do well.
a GPA of 2.30 after 3 years - something i am not really proud of.
kinda condemnation by my classmates - the understanding and hard learning process for me.
waste of time, may eat into training time = sians.

but i went still, after hearing what Chris said.
Like what Chris said, to celebrate this graduation with Jesus.
a process that Jesus, He himeself, walked beside me.
Thank You Lord. (:
I thank God, for all these in my life. If it is without Jesus comforting me, I guess, Jimmy wont be here, and graduated.

while walking towards the Director of Health Science for an empty red scroll, I felt the pride on walking. the breeze came to my face as i was walking. it is cooling, and memorable.
it was just all over, the 3 years in poly.
welcome to the new start.


I thank God, I was looking at my transcript, do i really suit my nursing career?
which apparently not. I did quite well with all my nursing practical.
and the others, not that good, other than those management and issues in the world.
oh well, what can i find for myself, a job which consist of all these?
I am looking forward that the Way God has planned. (:

deep within myself, I am feeling pretty dry and down.
I miss her. everytime, I search for her, in church, and in hall 9.
Just to see her well being, and i always caught her in my eyes.
but she didn't, which is pretty fine.

though i just want say a hi to her.
God just blessed me with this,
“A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies. She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her:”- Proverbs 31:10, 27-28

who can find? only Christ. (:
I just love the way that God affirms me. (:

Lin Jun Jie has came up with a new song: 表达爱
发现爱 - 期待爱 - 表达爱,
it pretty has much of its description about love.
Discovering, waiting, and showing about love, is what God does in our lives.
we found God's love. while we pray and wait, He shows His love silently around us.
And He shows us more of He loving us as we read more about Him.

Thank You, My Father in Heaven. (:
泪水流过才明白
爱不爱原来心里早已存在
幸福不在千里外让
我勇敢表达爱...